woRK!

Today i went for an interview at Educare at Section 16/6! It went well and i got the job! Working around kids was definitely not in my to-do-list and it's an unexpected thing to do. I hope that everything will work out and i'm so very nervous about the kids not liking me, all i can do is give in my best and hope they find me non hostile.

New Year!

I'm not sure if it applies for all of you who reads my blog still, but for me, everytime at the count down, i'll feel emotional and touched, another year has passed, i think of all the bad things that i've done and the achievements that i've managed. I sincerely apologize to those who i've hurt, physically, emotionally, psychologically. and i want to thank those who stayed by my side to help me through my difficult times. Thank you mommy, thank you to my awesome SAM teachers at taylors. Thank you thank you thank you, God!

Fireworks light up the sky, dontcha wish the person you love is holding you right now, enjoying the scene?

Last year, you promised me, that today now at this very moment, we would be watching the fireworks together, but this also is an empty promise like all the previous ones.

I've accepted that. So i'm moving on =)

Best of luck to me.

New year, new day, how am i gonna celebrate the first day of the year? Work at 6am in the morning! Awesome! So grateful i have a job!

Perhaps

Perhaps one day you will realize you should've done so much more that you could have.
That you could have worked an extra mile, gave an extra kiss to your mom, spent more time with your dog, or sit longer hours to finish up your work because you'll never know when your last second of your life will come and it will be too late to change a thing.


Perhaps one day, you would come to love me and hold me, like it is the last day of the world, but till now? Not happening.

Discovery in my trash

I was cleaning up my stuff as i promised my mom that i would after my finals.

I was looking through the notebooks and tearing out used pages to recycle them so that the pages unused will be reused next year or so on.

Then i discovered something, i'm not quite sure if i wrote it out, but if i did, i think i'd be impressed with myself, knowing my chinese only had a C for SPM, but if it was taken from a lyrics, all credits go to the person =)

Here goes,

在爱情中， 学会了爱惜，

在生活中， 得知了痛苦，

在恼中， 知道了爱你，

在人群中， 看到了寻找很久的自己。

看到了未来，

抛弃了后来，

在发现到你的原来，

当时， 痛苦就来。

跌倒了，

鼓起勇气，

深呼吸，

再次爬起来

向前冲！

人生总有痛苦和快乐的时光，

有上就会有下，

不要得意忘形，

也不要过度操劳。

发现了美丽，

就会分辨了丑陋，

拿来比较，

宁可把丑陋的忘了，

留下美好的。

Impressive huh? I know hahahhaa, grats to the person who wrote it, it was impressive to me, even tho it's written with just basic chinese.

Cheers,

jane

my 500th post!

gonna ask if there's still even one person that reads my blog( i doubt)

anyone can help me fine these songs?

More

Fall Afresh On Me

both my New Creation Church (NCC)

thanks peeps!

You too?

cry silently, tears roll down ur cheek, when someone comes into the same room as u, just calmly wipe ur tears away and pretend that nothing's wrong.

not really a good way to start a morning huh?

well, my pajamas is wet now.

WHAT AM I DOING?

trying to impress you, dress up trying to look beautiful.

when u're leaving soon, i should just give u my blessing.

curl my hair?

what for when u're not gonna be around to see it?