Yo ppl!

hey readers. Jane is currenly taken away by me, Chad and Kyan around 8pm today. and.. she will return dont know when. her phone is leftat home. and she's at the hosp now. 

so ppl! pray that she'd be back to school by tmr..

Janie wanted me to inform you guys that. 

She loves Alan =.=

Dun promise ppl anything when u're not sure u can do it.

If u promised someone abt something. u gotta do it.

cos the person trusted u.

and so did i. 

u said u will no matter wat.

and? 

bby i'm sorry..

i'm sorry for not being with u in class today.

i'm sorry that i made u not skip school but still left u there for some stupid photography sessions.

i'm so happy that u ate today! =D

i love u bby..

and i'm sorrrieeeee... 

i shouldn't have called u to come. 

sorri for being so irresponsible and self-centered.

thank u for carrying my bag bby! =D 

lastly i'm so sorri to bore u in school today.

=(

Courtesy costs nothing.

today. 

in school is PICTURE DAY! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

respective classes go to specific block's to take thei class photos.

today i realised that smiling is actually hard.

cos i just laugh out loud all the time.

so today i tried to smile. and tomoro also have to smile.

cos tmr's for interact =D wheeeeeeeeeeee! 

i'm kinda afraid that i might not fit in my interact uniform anymore.

took a cab back home from section 14. 

my first time taking the cab alone and having to pay it.

I'D never take a cab myself not becos of safety. 

i'd rather walk than take a cab normally.

todya i'm just pure sleepy.

i actually slept in the cab >.<

reached home the guy was sweet.

i paid him and said have a nice day and gave him a smile.

he looked kinda down when he was driving and also.. 

he looked a bit cheerful.. he said same goes for u =] 

he's cute. he's indian. and he loves his wife. 

gdnite! 

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT~!

wake up not feeling well then after that left home to mcD =D waited there for SOMEtime for bby. suffered like hell there. wanted to pass out man. before that was texting someone. Had my breakfast in McD. then uhh coffee killed my head so i kept gulping down Sprite. Didnt really work though. aikss.

then after that sometime alone with bby suddenly sheng yang came.

then after that Ashton came! First time meet Ashton!

Just realise today that Aliff is very cute.. 

So they played pool and i played with bby. OKAY NOW I'M OFFICIALLY IN LOVE WITH POOL.

hahahaha. bby's fault. and i stink of smoke.  

Nicholas, Ashton, Chun Weng, Aliff, Alan, Sheng Yang and me. stayed there till like around 5pm. then went back to McD to play chor dai di!

and bby's like dam pro in pool man. hahahahaa. i was very very impressed.

so when it was me and bby's turned. i told him to tell me which ball i should go for.

LOL. uhh i think his frens are quite surprised by how i played. Luck was with me i guess.

then chor dai di no luck with me oh.. 

Dad picked me up. at around 6 something.  reached home and walked under the rain. was all wet when i reached home. then cooked some fried rice.. YUMMY!! hhahaha haven really cooked something for sometime. cos mom always cooks dinner b4 i reach home. 

so tonite i cooked my OWN dinner! wooott... 

bby said that my head massage was okay. hahahaa. i tot i would torture him with that. 

Kyan and Chad will be coming over tonight to check on me. Told them bout the morning. They got dam worried afraid that what i'm having will get worse! 

Gave bby some information abt how i get my medications heheheee..

now i'm at home. Looking at my bro and sal eating mcD. and i'm eating my fried rice.

bby bought me fries just now d laaaa when we were playing. Met Zhin Yiuu's sis too! 

Stomach's still not feeling well. and dunno just very unconfortable.

Had a great day with u bby! love u bby...!

memories ep _________ (filll in the blank)

u came and told me that u missed everything that we use to have.

the list of things that u missed : 

*i'm guessing 

* the comfort i use to provide u whenever i'm around

*the comfort i provided u when i'm not around

the everything-will-be-okay hug

when u use to lie on my lap

where i use to place my hand to let u know that 

everything will be okay as long as i'm there.

when i use to sleep beside u 

and snore like a pig.

P.S i dun snore.

there's so much more. and there's much more i dun wanna think of.

for now.

i just wanna be with u bby. 

after all the waiting and times of searching.

finally found u.

bby.. i miss eu =(

Choices.

today i helped out with qm with some dunno what thing.

the name of it was kinda long so i didnt bother to remember.

it's some perpaduan kaum thing.

anyway.

i've realised that some of them had a long face 

when it was over.

meaning 

they didnt have fun.

and  i know that person.

and so.

u can choose between

 u wanna enjoy urself

or

be left out and lonely.

u can choose to smile like nothing happened

or

keep vengeance with u

chooose to fall and laugh together with the ppl who laughs at u

or 

fall and be upset cos ppl laughed at u.

dun let small things let u down or spoil ur day.

u can choose. 

to have a meaningful day

or

just some grumpy day. 

So choose ppl! To have a meaningful day becos u just might not see tmr. 

confused.

sorri readers haven been updating my blog.. will update soon.. 

life has been a roller coaster ride. and uhh..

ya.. =] 

take care everybody.

God bless.

xoxo.

Jane

pic day.. i apologize for the quality of the pictures

look at that kid.. then at the underwear.

                   so young drop pants d =( what's with ppl these days.
    unfortunate accident kissing a police cruiser.

                  

              the kid is cute. but the guy behind is yummier than sushi.

entrance to disney on ice 

         ticket counter

          dun have the disney castle in malaysia. but got this one.

     the special booth for RM25 program book comming along with a rose.

    the extravagant dolls.

           the over priced toys

 mickey and minnie. 

         the special lighting system tiara. the onli thing that worths the price

                  cute cap!
                               look at the crown

           GUS GUS..




       

                               special cotton candy

                             very blur mickey

                  aladdin

                                     mickey ears.

                          beauty and the beast.

                                   little mermaid. these are supose to be water

                mickey crown. cute.  i know.

memories ep 4

it was long ago but somehow i still remembered.

we went out together.. 

 and we were wandering. in 1u..

then i made u eat something disgusting.

bwahahhaa.

i know i was evil.

we knew each other for quite sometime

and u do know that my hand sweats.

of all movie we watched death note.

ahahha.. everyone around us was talking abt it.

we were both shy.. haha

bring back the memories.

it was a long time. we held our hands in the cinema.

but then, the movie was ending soon.

u grabbed my hand tighter.

i still remembered how it went.

it was fun!

and u still gotta bring ur gf and me to go out to celebrate man! u owe me one!

cant wait to see ya 

wai kit!

17/3/09 LONG POST

kor kor woke me up, jumped out of bed knowing that i was late.

then sally dropped me at LRT station. reached asia jaya. jap myself then started walking

to mcD! it was quite cooling. had a brisk walk. 

met up wit baby n had my breakfast!  =]

then after that we walked to prima 16 taking the longer route. LOL.

we walked and walked and talked and laughed and all the time he had his hand around my waist. held so tight to him. hahaha.. i love him soooo much!!! 

He walked me to prima 16 then met up with hanis and saw aliza. 

met aliza's sister today! she's adorable! comparable to alan!

baby picked me up at 5 then we walked to.. like dunno where. got into a cab. 

and went to sy's house. met aliff and sy's mom. LOL she told alan. wah bring gf along ah this time. i'm like @@

how am i suppose to react. 

so waited for chun weng and said meet in blitz. aliff drove us to blitz and we started playing left4dead

IT'S SO COOL. i'm in love with it hahaha.

chun weng baby and sy actually said i'm not bad for a 1st timer.

i got a few head shots and didnt die LOL.

run when i saw a tank and didnt shoot or flash the light at a witch. 

nor did i shoot the boomer when someone was close to it. 

it was awesome.

then me and baby walked all the way from blitz back to my house. long walk man.

seriously.

me and baby was like complaining. and we both were tired.

and we both got so frustrated seeing so darn many taxis passing by at the other side of the street but none on our lane. we walked all the way back. and baby took LRT back.

he went in late for his class =( 

sorri baby!! i love u

now it's 1 10am and i'm going to bath. 

ya i know. yuck. and i'm still talking to baby.

baby u can always make me laugh!!!

pic day!

                                         nicholas LOL. look like he's naked. 

                        janE 

                     In the Bus to ICC
       

               didnt edit this photo. it was the sunlight!

                  michelle me and elly.

      

                  beautiful isnt it? 

              i wan this dress.

                trying to show the ribbon at the back but couldnt.

              elly took this.. when i was waiting for them to get ready.

                       me and elly.

     dun ask what i was doing. at the pintu kecemasan

            girls who swim, wear a long sleeve swim suit when u do

    or this is what will happen to u.

                      elly took this when i was emo-ing the way back to school =D
 

          my lovely elly. and lethargic me.

                           

                 oily face =(

              michelle. michelle. elly. carmen. janE.

             random. LOL i was collecting bus fare.