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RULES


1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
2.Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.





1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- Heartbroken.. Seek Vengeance ^^ jk

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- have a great husband and a family

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
- The bitches who try to snatch my soon-to-be hubby (i hope)


4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- Spend it all in investment and sharing it with my love ones..


5. What's your ideal lover like?
- loyal, know the meaning of relationship, able to sacrifice, loves me a hell lot =), no secrets from each other, not selfish, give and take =]


6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- being able to love someone. It is better to give than take


7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- until where i know it's not worth it and he doesnt love or wan me anymore.


8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- i wouldnt be interested in those taken ppl >.< 9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
- yeah but now it's just a once upon a time


10. What takes you down the fastest?
- my love ones who cares abt me

11. How do you see yourself in exactly 10 years time?
- Dead if not staying with my hubby mom dewey and my family members =)

12. Who is the most important to you?
- Mom, Eunice, Justin, Sal, Dewey (forever) Ryan, michie and car door


13. What kind of person is the one who tagged you?
- she's my sweetheart =] who i use to nag her to do her piano homework >.<>

14. Would you rather be rich but single or married but poor?
- Married to a great man but poor. Love is priceless compared to money


15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
- Look for my bao bei, checked my phone for time to see whether i still have more time to sleep or not and see whether there's any messages from him..


16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- more than necessary..

17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- the one that would appreciate me!

18. What type of people do you hate?
- Cheaters and ppl who doesnt know how to watch their mouth


19. List 1 people you want to tag.
- Ryan



Baby come back to me =(

TOday

cry for ryan all the way =)

=)

As the love of my life left.. I hear the sounds of my heart breaking and my love life collapse upon me just in that moment.. I was in pieces.. Hoping that someone would be kind enough to pick me up.. and put me back to the form when i was once truly happy.. Holding back my tears as i tried to race against the wind.. I ran and ran and ran there it was.. Where my ticket stood still.. The ticket home.. My brother arrived to pick me up from school.. He wanted to have some ice cream too, not knowing how i felt.. The feeling of crying my eyes out and then the head bursting effect made me desperately persuaded him not to have some and just send me home..

He sensed something wrong and just obliged to what i asked for.. The moment i tot i would be able to relieve the tension in me.. my mother came.. i have to hold back again.. my heart is broken and i couldn't take it anymore.. inappropriate ways of releasing stress is a big problem.. I knew about it.. and now to not hurt others but onli myself... I found a way of releasing it and that's by releasing my anger and sadness by crying it out as the pain slits through my hand - i started to cut myself again..

No matter how painful it is.. It will be gone in a while.. But the pain in the heart will need lots of time to heal.. It was in such tender care and now it's trying to fit in but just couldnt.. The pain of sitting beside someone u love but yet cant give him a hug or kiss him b4 i leave to places.. To have someone on the phone all the time happy to hear u and will be with u whenever u nid him.. My dream was crushed.. My ambition, hope, cheerfulness went along with it..

Gloomy like the sky today.. Shining dimly in a corner.. Waiting for a miracle to happen when tears roll down my cheeks, waiting for someone to wipe my tears for me.. I looked everywhere, hoping to find the one who would do it.. Nobody came.. NOBODY.. I was left alone just there and then.. All the while no matter how angry i am or whatever i will not miss my meals.. But i lost my appetite.. My dessert was taken by someone else and the appetizers disappeared..

The person who i share my feelings to and the excitement in school that happened is sick of listening.. He want to listen no more and asked me to move on with life happily.. Crap =)


I will not live happily when i dun have someone to share things with..