He enjoys taking over my pillow =)
Lazy and tired and manja look!
Detention
This one is when he was naughty and feeling
guilty look =)
I know he's adorable!!~~
Saturday, May 3
Introduction to my Dewey!
He enjoys taking over my pillow =)
Lazy and tired and manja look!
Detention
This one is when he was naughty and feeling
guilty look =)
I know he's adorable!!~~
Tuesday, April 22
Currently
Deeply in love with my sweetheart..
Hoping to spend every single second with you..
Can't bare to see your sad face..
Love u more than ever..
To know how to treasure someone..
Had taken me a long time to learn..
As now i know..
That i will definitely take u..
More serious than ever..
As u are a part of me..
Tearing me as you leave..
But i know u promise that you wont..
So now i have faith in you...
Pls do not disappoint me..
I've gave already i have to u..
I gave in to u..
U are everything that i've dreamt of..
After my family u would come first no matter wat..
U know how much my family is to me..
So now i'm hereby to tell everyone who reads my blog(not much that i know..) and u..
That...
Hoping to spend every single second with you..
Can't bare to see your sad face..
Love u more than ever..
To know how to treasure someone..
Had taken me a long time to learn..
As now i know..
That i will definitely take u..
More serious than ever..
As u are a part of me..
Tearing me as you leave..
But i know u promise that you wont..
So now i have faith in you...
Pls do not disappoint me..
I've gave already i have to u..
I gave in to u..
U are everything that i've dreamt of..
After my family u would come first no matter wat..
U know how much my family is to me..
So now i'm hereby to tell everyone who reads my blog(not much that i know..) and u..
That...
I LOVE YOU!!!!~~~~~~~~~
=) FINE
My life is great lately!!~~ well most of all.. i'm having a perfect life as i learn to live off my father.. now everything is going fine.. get to see my boyfren everday and mom close to be than ever.. things changed a lot.. as now i am totally into harry potters.. currently at my half blood prince as if u're in my school u'll know.. =) i bring it every where i go eventhough i know i'm not gonna read it..
well.. the onli person who can ruin my life now is my sister =) and of cos my most precious dewey!~ well sister still haven change.. everytime when we talk about something we would argue about it. as for dewey.. he attempted to ran away quite a number of times.. as my treatment for him is superbly bad =) well.. my laziness seems to be taking over me rapidly.. i've been feeding him irregularly.. i know that's bad.. and that day i got scolded by my sister.. she said just because u eat irregularly doesn't mean that dwey has to be with u as well u irresponsible harry potter freak and useless girl.
well.. the onli person who can ruin my life now is my sister =) and of cos my most precious dewey!~ well sister still haven change.. everytime when we talk about something we would argue about it. as for dewey.. he attempted to ran away quite a number of times.. as my treatment for him is superbly bad =) well.. my laziness seems to be taking over me rapidly.. i've been feeding him irregularly.. i know that's bad.. and that day i got scolded by my sister.. she said just because u eat irregularly doesn't mean that dwey has to be with u as well u irresponsible harry potter freak and useless girl.
Monday, December 31
Last Day of 2007
How are you spending ur last day of 2007? With ur family frens? or alone at home doing things that oni satisfy urself. a new year is coming. get along with ur family for this special day as it is never b4 and never again day just like every other days but tomoro it's a public holiday. A new year it's already here. Have u prepared everything for it? New stuffs are going to come going to happen are u ready to face it yet?
I'm now alone awake in the house while all the others are sleeping.. The last day of the year mostly i would hope to spend with someone i truly care about or someone who truly cares abt me.. But then i found out that sometimes u jus suddenly dissapeared for so many times in a row ppl jus dun give a fcuk. believe me.. i didn't really nid much attention but sometimes getting attention makes u feel that u're not abandoned. Today was a emotional day. Lucky to have someone dearest to me to talk to even though he was busy to me. When everything is falling apart he'll always be there for me. Mostly i would onli be sad abt my family probs as my family is BIG problem. so. parents divorced and now together but with an extra 3rd party. Everything that i care of, my mom just ignore me..
For what i've always know that mothers love their children the most more than their husband as expected. my mom already have lots and lots of blessings
children like us who still talks to her joke laugh tease and share. children who doesnt take drugs create problems or make her worry.. we're independant and we're already working. 38 at all times and a laughing sack. she's got all she nid money food love care and problems. but she just nid the BIGGEST PROBLEM. which is so unfortunately my dad. leaving us behind and trying her best to get my father back. 3 of us definitely disagree her for being together with my father again as my father never take relationships seriously. especially without sex. he would die without it. last day of 2007, he came for dinner and said wanted to go watch fireworks but then a sudden call came he left without informing us. we tot he would come back until we called him and he said he sneaked off for some other appointments.. so the last day of 2007, forsaken by a useless dad. as already forsaken for a long time but this time it really pisses me off.
i'm not a violent person but sometimes i just feel like using just garden sheers to cut his toes one by one. use the nail clippers to pinch his skin and skin him. stuffing a key into his eye and force him to take it out. make him cry like hell. suffer and feel the pain in every inch of his body. cut him and avoid all the major arteries so he'll nid more time to die.. to have water entering his lungs and letting him to feel it would be just fantastic.
anyway skip it. sorry for being so lame as sometimes my father can be really dumb =) although i'm alone now but then it feels weird cos it's gonna be another new year but then... we're not celebrating at all.. what's the matter man.. no spirits! dam~ i'm missing a lot of ppl now..
since a new year is coming i hope to apologize to everyone that i have aggrivated or teased or offended i am very veyr sorri and hope that u would forgive me as i wouldnt want u to hate me again. i hope everyone would have a really nice new year. how u wan ur day to be like u decide urself. if u wanna be happy then ppl getting emotional or accusing u wouldn't affect ur day as u choose not to be affected =) be who u wan to be.. heard of ' i am therefore i am'? think abt it. theres 10 more mins away to a new 1st of january 2008. and i know that i would definitely be hard for me to change the habit of writing 2007.
anyway i'm not gonna stay up till midnite or the new year so..
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!~~
I'm now alone awake in the house while all the others are sleeping.. The last day of the year mostly i would hope to spend with someone i truly care about or someone who truly cares abt me.. But then i found out that sometimes u jus suddenly dissapeared for so many times in a row ppl jus dun give a fcuk. believe me.. i didn't really nid much attention but sometimes getting attention makes u feel that u're not abandoned. Today was a emotional day. Lucky to have someone dearest to me to talk to even though he was busy to me. When everything is falling apart he'll always be there for me. Mostly i would onli be sad abt my family probs as my family is BIG problem. so. parents divorced and now together but with an extra 3rd party. Everything that i care of, my mom just ignore me..
For what i've always know that mothers love their children the most more than their husband as expected. my mom already have lots and lots of blessings
children like us who still talks to her joke laugh tease and share. children who doesnt take drugs create problems or make her worry.. we're independant and we're already working. 38 at all times and a laughing sack. she's got all she nid money food love care and problems. but she just nid the BIGGEST PROBLEM. which is so unfortunately my dad. leaving us behind and trying her best to get my father back. 3 of us definitely disagree her for being together with my father again as my father never take relationships seriously. especially without sex. he would die without it. last day of 2007, he came for dinner and said wanted to go watch fireworks but then a sudden call came he left without informing us. we tot he would come back until we called him and he said he sneaked off for some other appointments.. so the last day of 2007, forsaken by a useless dad. as already forsaken for a long time but this time it really pisses me off.
i'm not a violent person but sometimes i just feel like using just garden sheers to cut his toes one by one. use the nail clippers to pinch his skin and skin him. stuffing a key into his eye and force him to take it out. make him cry like hell. suffer and feel the pain in every inch of his body. cut him and avoid all the major arteries so he'll nid more time to die.. to have water entering his lungs and letting him to feel it would be just fantastic.
anyway skip it. sorry for being so lame as sometimes my father can be really dumb =) although i'm alone now but then it feels weird cos it's gonna be another new year but then... we're not celebrating at all.. what's the matter man.. no spirits! dam~ i'm missing a lot of ppl now..
since a new year is coming i hope to apologize to everyone that i have aggrivated or teased or offended i am very veyr sorri and hope that u would forgive me as i wouldnt want u to hate me again. i hope everyone would have a really nice new year. how u wan ur day to be like u decide urself. if u wanna be happy then ppl getting emotional or accusing u wouldn't affect ur day as u choose not to be affected =) be who u wan to be.. heard of ' i am therefore i am'? think abt it. theres 10 more mins away to a new 1st of january 2008. and i know that i would definitely be hard for me to change the habit of writing 2007.
anyway i'm not gonna stay up till midnite or the new year so..
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!~~
Sunday, December 16
Something's Wrong
I've never since young like kids. I've always thought that they're juz pure troubles and noise.Now that i've got a closer view of kids. They are cute. Very cute indeed. When troubles come if u deal it well, they're even cuter.Some emotional times when they see you crying, they would approach you juz a simple smile or just show concern. It's like they just brighten you up. You would straight away hug them and just let it out. It's hard holding back things. Especially feelings. I remember mom said, married woman or jus ladies. When you hold back ur tears or pressurise urself. It's very easy to get breast cancer..
Something's wrong, i'm actually starting to like kids. Especially the normal born kids but not pampered and others. Children are such wonders when they would learn to care help and love. I'm currently a swimming instructor, mostly teaching kids to swim not ready for adults yet but working on it. I teach all 4 strokes breast back fly free. So back to the point. We're now trying to ask our students to put back the things they used after class.(we supply swimming boards flippers pull buoys for them to use but our company's property). Some of the students no matter how many times u remind them, mayb they dun do it or they forgotten, i dont know but they just wont do it. They onli have to put back the ones they use. Is it that hard? To have a little responsible for the things u use? So some of the students, they're just doing their part perfectly. Very very good students . Unexpectly, the poor students have big big ego. For my rich students even they have their own driver and individual maids. They would even help putting back those who didn't put it. They would help me pick up the left overs. But there are also rich students that wouldnt listen and thinks juz becos they're rich they can do anything they want. As long as their parents cooperate with us everything would be fine =)
I felt truly touch to have someone helping me although i've been torturing them(mayb). They still put a smile on their face after doing it. There's always laughing crying screaming scaring pushing running drowning improving scolding winning losing learning slipping complaining and so on.. but not drowning of cos. other than that. Sometimes it's not easy to deal with the probs if a child is too pampered. Problems come u chuck them aside but they're still there. Although they're young but it's always good to have some preparation. Bit by bit so by the time he grow up he would be tough enuff to face problems and solve them. Take them in instead of just running away from them.
Something's wrong, i'm actually starting to like kids. Especially the normal born kids but not pampered and others. Children are such wonders when they would learn to care help and love. I'm currently a swimming instructor, mostly teaching kids to swim not ready for adults yet but working on it. I teach all 4 strokes breast back fly free. So back to the point. We're now trying to ask our students to put back the things they used after class.(we supply swimming boards flippers pull buoys for them to use but our company's property). Some of the students no matter how many times u remind them, mayb they dun do it or they forgotten, i dont know but they just wont do it. They onli have to put back the ones they use. Is it that hard? To have a little responsible for the things u use? So some of the students, they're just doing their part perfectly. Very very good students . Unexpectly, the poor students have big big ego. For my rich students even they have their own driver and individual maids. They would even help putting back those who didn't put it. They would help me pick up the left overs. But there are also rich students that wouldnt listen and thinks juz becos they're rich they can do anything they want. As long as their parents cooperate with us everything would be fine =)
I felt truly touch to have someone helping me although i've been torturing them(mayb). They still put a smile on their face after doing it. There's always laughing crying screaming scaring pushing running drowning improving scolding winning losing learning slipping complaining and so on.. but not drowning of cos. other than that. Sometimes it's not easy to deal with the probs if a child is too pampered. Problems come u chuck them aside but they're still there. Although they're young but it's always good to have some preparation. Bit by bit so by the time he grow up he would be tough enuff to face problems and solve them. Take them in instead of just running away from them.
Tuesday, November 27
Friday, November 16
A Simple Touch
A simple touch can touch someone's heart. A simple touch can make someone happy. A simple touch can make so many great things. So why not do it? Haven been blogging for a long time cos ran out of idea what to write. A simple touch worth a lot to someone who really needs it. A hug, a kiss, means a lot to someone. Giving hugs and kisses shows that u're compassionate about them. Simple things can change how ppl look at u. Doing something small can make someone really happy. Even doing nothing will make ppl laugh. Saying some words that aggrivates a person isnt funny. Being selfish to urself is useless. What u did is what u get.
There are always times that we need someone to talk to, hoping someone can just give us some soothing words or juz a hug. Even a pat at the shoulder will be useful. Giving condolence at the right time. When we do something for someone willingly, dont ask for a pay back dont even expect. Is not that u cant but is better that u dont. A remember there was once something happen to my relationships between my bf and bfs. Something went really wrong. i had 3 really close frens. One was the one who is she and my best fren that i tell everything to is her accomplice, leave behind my most compassionate fren. I was very very down for the one whole week and also angry. I was outside the school's toilet and she was there. She was talking to me then suddenly she gave me a hug. She knew it's definitely not okay with me. I broke down on her shoulders, i realise there are lots of things that we cant hold back especially feelings, decisions and so much more.
After breaking down, it wasnt that heavy anymore. i can feel that i dont have so much to keep. i'm always those type that really hides and holds back feelings everytime. Dont wanna show our weak side. Actually, crying doesn't make u weak. Getting angry makes u weak. Crying is a brave thing to do, especially for guys. Getting angry means someone can aggrivate u easily shows that u're weak. It's not necessary to be defensive at all times. Sometimes we have to let ourselves out. Dun stay too much indoor, get out and take in some fresh air ( if u can find any ). A simple touch, no matter a pat, u hold or hug. Whether is just a while or for a long time. In our lifes we always need love. Everyone needs it. Give and take. Show that u're compassionate and ppl would be nicer to u. U're not the onli one who nids someone to talk to. There are lots of ppl who nid it too.
Although to the girls around me now thinks that if some guys or evene gurls hold their hands is harrassing. It's not lar pls. It is important that when u're consoling someone, ur mind is clean and ur partner's as well. A dirty mind while consoling and too much moves is not that good. Ppl might have the wrong idea.
So there, now u know how much a simple touch can mean. Go out and talk and touch ppl's heart. Assuringly it's not hard to find ppl who needs attention. Those ppl that u ignored all times, is perhaps deeply hurt inside. Perhaps u can make her or him smile again.
There are always times that we need someone to talk to, hoping someone can just give us some soothing words or juz a hug. Even a pat at the shoulder will be useful. Giving condolence at the right time. When we do something for someone willingly, dont ask for a pay back dont even expect. Is not that u cant but is better that u dont. A remember there was once something happen to my relationships between my bf and bfs. Something went really wrong. i had 3 really close frens. One was the one who is she and my best fren that i tell everything to is her accomplice, leave behind my most compassionate fren. I was very very down for the one whole week and also angry. I was outside the school's toilet and she was there. She was talking to me then suddenly she gave me a hug. She knew it's definitely not okay with me. I broke down on her shoulders, i realise there are lots of things that we cant hold back especially feelings, decisions and so much more.
After breaking down, it wasnt that heavy anymore. i can feel that i dont have so much to keep. i'm always those type that really hides and holds back feelings everytime. Dont wanna show our weak side. Actually, crying doesn't make u weak. Getting angry makes u weak. Crying is a brave thing to do, especially for guys. Getting angry means someone can aggrivate u easily shows that u're weak. It's not necessary to be defensive at all times. Sometimes we have to let ourselves out. Dun stay too much indoor, get out and take in some fresh air ( if u can find any ). A simple touch, no matter a pat, u hold or hug. Whether is just a while or for a long time. In our lifes we always need love. Everyone needs it. Give and take. Show that u're compassionate and ppl would be nicer to u. U're not the onli one who nids someone to talk to. There are lots of ppl who nid it too.
Although to the girls around me now thinks that if some guys or evene gurls hold their hands is harrassing. It's not lar pls. It is important that when u're consoling someone, ur mind is clean and ur partner's as well. A dirty mind while consoling and too much moves is not that good. Ppl might have the wrong idea.
So there, now u know how much a simple touch can mean. Go out and talk and touch ppl's heart. Assuringly it's not hard to find ppl who needs attention. Those ppl that u ignored all times, is perhaps deeply hurt inside. Perhaps u can make her or him smile again.
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