A joke.

I've been treated as a joke. I tot it was me whom u loved all the while. but then it wasn't tragically it was someone most unexpected.. =] ouch... a big stab on my heart..


hope disappointment hope disappointment again and again...

wat should i do? hope? no.... let go? trying to..

He already have someone important in his heart. what he woould be writing who he would be writing abt.. we shall wait.. =] for the latest news stay tune to butterfliesjane.blogspot.com!

the case of a confused love with everything wrapped up together. jealousy and actions.



i love you. mwahs <3 love eu!

misunderstanding...

ppl.. often misunderstand loving someone and unable to let them go as loving.. but it's not.. it's our ego refusing to let someone that is use to be ours to have someone else touching it..

it has been painful for me to let him go.. but now.. i understand.. it wasn't love.. it was ego.. i wasnt happy with him, i was not satisfied. i complaint, then i made the move.. but i dn wanna let go.. thinking that i made the wrong move.. i had several attempts asking him back.,. thank goodness he refused.. today..i finally realise...


EGO KILLS.. it has been the ego that has made me suffer not him.. not love.. not God.. but ego..

好想你.. 你会回来吗? 你愿意吗?

能感覺你手很暖和 能感覺你是特別的

當我的手被你牽著 在街頭在風中放縱

隨你到世界最盡頭 隨你上山去放煙火

當你唱著 生日快樂 我感動 你讓我受寵

我不再怕什麼 躲什麼 我只想知道你在想什麼

請貼近我的心貼近我的耳朵

聽你輕輕的 輕輕的 輕輕的說 到底我是你的什麼

我不再怕什麼 躲什麼 我只想知道你愛不愛我

現在我安靜的 貼在你的胸口

等你說 聽你說 說愛我

我肯定你是愛我的 我肯定你是認真的

你會愛我天長地久 全世界為我們祝賀

我不再怕什麼 躲什麼 我只想知道你在想什麼

請貼近我的心貼近我的耳朵

聽你輕輕的 輕輕的 輕輕的說 到底我是你的什麼

說愛我 (怕什麼 躲什麼)

怕什麼 (知道你愛不愛我)

現在我安靜的 貼在你的胸口

等你說 聽你說 說愛我

...

其实, 我们都不够诚实. 因为我们都知道 事实.. 会把我们拉回 现实..
看见了你 , 不知应开心好, 还是 感到你不在我身旁 该伤心好...

失去了你.. 好不习惯.. 有了你, 感觉完全和现在不一样... 好想你..

奇怪的是.. 我并没有 期待你 回到我的身旁.. 不想默默的爱你..

勇敢的大声说出我爱你.. 你会很尴尬吧...

Jane!

What Jane Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

It's Over =] i'm so glad that i'm so over you.

We've run out of words we've run out of time
We've run out of reasons really why we together
We both know it's over baby bottom line
It's best we don't even talk at all

Don't call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough I don't need to hear your voice on my messages
Let's just call it quits it's probably better
So if I'm not returning your calls it's 'cause

'Cause I'm not coming back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not any more
I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

'Cause it's over
Boy you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear boy it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

I still wake up every morning quarter to ten
I still eat my cereal right at the kitchen table
I can't even remember how long it's been
No trouble stayin' occupied

Oh I ask about you whenever I come around
I do what I can not to put my business in the streets
Last thing I need's another episode
Keep conversations short and sweet because

'Cause I'm not coming back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not any more
I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

'Cause it's over
Boy you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause baby it's over
I swear boy it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

You know that it's over when the burnin'
And the yearnin' inside your heart ain't there anymore
And you know that you're through when she don't do to you
And move you like the way she moved you before

And you wanna pull her close
But your heart has froze
You kiss her but her eyes don't close
Then she goes out of your heart forever
And it hurts you but you know that it's better

Boy you know it's over
Boy you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over
'Cause it's over
Boy you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear boy it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

Die mother fucker! take that!
i no longer nid u in my life!

to us

our interests, silently, gradually, split up and walk their own ways.
they, dont walk on the same path anymore.
we, have different intentions.
we, wasnt like last time.
we use to have a lot in common.
i'm happy but not so.
i'm confuse but i'm in love
i'm in love but not so
i wanna love but i'm afraid so
if the insecurity took over me
this relationship would be over
without noticing, different feelings, intention, way of feeling abt something creep into our hearts.
changing our idea of life.
we now are together.
but it seems so close but so far.
i wanna stop but yet i wanna continue
i wanna continue yet i dont wan2 get hurt
i dun wan2 get hurt but yet i wan to love
i wan to love and change
but changing someone hurts.
i'm confuse.
i love.
i hate.
i know.
i realise.
i feel.
i cry.
i smile.
i think.
i stopped
i..
collapsed.








i
love you. <3 babe
your lucky colour.