to us

our interests, silently, gradually, split up and walk their own ways.
they, dont walk on the same path anymore.
we, have different intentions.
we, wasnt like last time.
we use to have a lot in common.
i'm happy but not so.
i'm confuse but i'm in love
i'm in love but not so
i wanna love but i'm afraid so
if the insecurity took over me
this relationship would be over
without noticing, different feelings, intention, way of feeling abt something creep into our hearts.
changing our idea of life.
we now are together.
but it seems so close but so far.
i wanna stop but yet i wanna continue
i wanna continue yet i dont wan2 get hurt
i dun wan2 get hurt but yet i wan to love
i wan to love and change
but changing someone hurts.
i'm confuse.
i love.
i hate.
i know.
i realise.
i feel.
i cry.
i smile.
i think.
i stopped
i..
collapsed.








i
love you. <3 babe
your lucky colour.