Wednesday, September 9

080909

i was desperate for fish. and as usual bby pamper me a lot. So he came in a cab and brought me out for fish. It was round late 7pm. Mom's refusing to let me go cos she dont know how to transfer her files from her laptop to her new note book with a pendrive and it appears selecting the files she wans it's way beyond her realm. but still i love u ma..

i spent another 20 mins teaching her and bby waited outside for 20 mins in the cab. LOL i'm so so so so so darn sorry love.. When we finally reach Woh Fung. The fish! came.. Then my mom's caller ID showed up on my phone's screen.

The fish'll hafta wait.

After i hung up. Both me and bby digged in. HAHAHAHAHAHHA FISH.


I love fish. I love Alan and i love to eat fish with Alan.

He sent me back. Study. ROT AND DIE.



peace out

Tuesday, September 8

Random

today's tuesday! ''school reopen'' and felt different cos bby started walking around without using his crutches. So he's pretty happy the guys cant bully him anymore i guess. SUCK IT UP SUCKERS!


Had a small talk in library with Hon Zhen and Phoebe and JJ. JJ claims that i'm boring. LOL.

Went to physics lab, after a while, we were actually suppose to combine class with 5B- bby's class HHAHAHAHAHAH. So i forced bby to come to APD1 cos teacher's afraid her humble lab's not able to squeeze all of us in. It's freaking hot anyway.

Dinner, Had it with bby and Woh Fung cos i was DAM DESPERATE for fish. I love eating fish and i haven been eating for fish for ages. So i craved for fish, but mom's not feeling well and so bby brought me out for dinner. FISH. well he liked it i liked it too. We had a walk till we finally got a cab. It was windy. It was such a long time since he held my waist while we were walking becos b4 this he had his both hands on both handles of his crutches.


He sent me home. Then yaaa continue texting as usual. I love him I love fish in Woh Fung. I love him again.


nites.


peace out.

Sunday, September 6

2001

The year and event which everyone will always remember.

9 11.

One of the legendary terrorist attacks.

I was watching one of the documentaries on the history channel.

Watching the ppl struggle and as terror strikes them. Heroes and desperate ppls ran helplessly.

When the World Trade Center collapsed, civilians were being chased by huge dark clouds of dust, threeatening to engulf them. They ran for their life. Trapped in the misty and dense air, filled with dust particles. Their nostrils hurt so much that it burns when they inhale. The worries they had when one of their loved ones were in the World Trade Center. They kept trying to get contact with their loved ones. The phone lines were jammed, some were lucky enough to get through, and said their last goodbyes.


The ppl in the building called 911, to get further instructions but they know they're dying and all they can do is sit there and wait for the God to pick them back to his kingdom, and for some, it weren't even their time to leave yet, many of them still had many things to accomplish, to have a family, to further their studies, to get married, travel around the world and so many other dreams. They were caught in surprise, they were just doing their work and minding their own business, outta no where a passenger plane just came crashing in.


In Pennsylvania, the plane crashed but not to their target.

For the Pentagon, the weather weren't on their side I guess, They only manage to crash at one of the sides of the Pentagon, not the hearts of it.



Well of course, the victims of the hijacked planes, Flight 93 had a good battle against the hijackers and manage to break into the cockpit seconds before crashing. Ppl on board called home to their parents, wife and loved ones and bid them goodbye. Told them that they loved them. The brave warriors of flight 93, took down 2 of the hijackers and bust their way in the cockpit using the service trolley and boiled lots of hot water to attack the hijackers with whatever they have. With skills or without, the martial art artists fought and the inexperieced just claw their way through. The fought at their best although the fear of dying bore holes in their hearts silently. They took a deep breath and just went for it. From the blackbox, and from the phone calls made from the air plane to the homes of the victim's loved ones. The contacted ones remembered every line and every back ground voices, panicking, and the messages spread through media and documentaries.


It was touching, it was just so unreal, it was like a nightmare.


It still gives me goosebumps everytime i watch documentaries about it or at the thought of it, i'd feel sad and grateful that i'm still alive, grateful that i wasn't caught by surprise and burnt severly to death. I didn't have to jump out of the windows at 80+ floors. Waving with your top hoping rescue would come to you.


Dun live a vengeful life, you'd never know when the person you're holding grudge on will leave.






RIP.




Friday, September 4

Ma.. This is for you.

I FUCKING LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCh!

i know now you know how to online already. Know how to check mail d.. Know how to log in msn d. But you're still so obsessed with your homework. and u dun have my blog address still =]


anyway. why do i say that I FUCKING LOVE MY MOM? that's becos.


number 1.

i haven got my driving license.




number 2.

i didnt ask for a car.



number 3.


i dunno how to drive at all.






number 4.

SHE GOT ME A FREAKING CAR!






so yes i do love her.. mayb just a lil FUCKING ALOT! =]

ya mom. dun worry i wun swear in front of u ya? =p




i... looooooooooooooooooooove... you!








i love my kancil too. xoxo

Wednesday, September 2

On this day of your life, Jane, we believe God wants you to know...
... that the answers are within you.

You're chasing in the wrong field. What you are looking for is inside of you, not 'out there'. Take a few days off to become quiet and look within, and you will find it.
On this day of your life, Jane, we believe God wants you to know...
... that work begins when you don't like what you are doing.

Little children can do the most amazing things with such joy and fun. You were little once too, and knew how to turn everything into a game. So, turn your work into a game, and you will find joy and satisfaction in it. What are some ways you can start being playful with work?

Tuesday, September 1

Merdeka girls

Copied elly's title but whatever. It was a fun fun day! Met up with mei hwa, elly, michelle and carmen. Crazy. dam crazy.


love them always.

xoxo





















making fun of carmen. keke.
























crazy!