Wednesday, September 15

WHAT AM I DOING?

trying to impress you, dress up trying to look beautiful.

when u're leaving soon, i should just give u my blessing.

curl my hair?

what for when u're not gonna be around to see it?

Monday, September 13

Enlightenment

Today, i realised, how to check the amount of posts we did on the blog.

Did you know that going over bump at 50km/h with soft suspensions is SUPER FUN?

If you haven tried it, do try. It is SUPER HIGH, it is like my weed. Cant get enough of it.



When i was young, i was on the motorbike and u never fail to make me giggle
18 years later, i'm in a car, and u still do your job well, by making me laugh my ass off..

I LOVE YOU BUMP, i hope to see you wherever i go when i drive. =D

you are the reason why i drive, so that i can run over you at laugh like a lunatic after that.


HEH.

*still high on bumps*

Oh my mysterious and wonderful God, thank You, for giving the creativity to men to make bumps. You are the best.

Praise You!

Friday, August 6

Dewey

OH MY GODDDD.. today i went to the pet shop, and saw this small white shih tzu!!

reminds me totally of dewey, i have never seen another pure white shih tzu after dewey since he was a pup! but now that dewey's brown on the ears. He's still super adorable!!!

Monday, July 26

ESL assignment!

had to write a self reflective essay of 300 words.

it was cool i guess. manage to complete 3 in less than half an hour. will post it up here soon!

Wednesday, July 21

very pissed

he kept calling me after college, i was pretty pissed, of what he did. what he shared with other ppl. i felt like i was blamed for it totally.

you know what ass hole?

fuckk you

Tuesday, July 20

Fell sick =(

Went home early on monday cos i was feeling very sick, missed out on the assessment practical, didnt bring my lab coat, after the break, went home after teman chloe drink her mushroom soup, mom picked me home then i rested there, as the night came, fell more and more sick. but insisted that i dont want to go to the doctor. my dad came over to check on me, and also to bring my cousin to see my mom, who just came back from australia.

tuesday woke up still knida sick but the fever is gone, headaches and flus. Ate subway again and drank mushroom soup again and mom made white porridge with vege again and she bought tao fu fa! hahaha not a fan of it, but glad she tot of being it for me. it's raining now and dewey's really scared.

the late night walks and runs have been helping me cope with my current condition and emotions. think i should do it more.

Thursday, July 15

Lost in KL Central

Today was my psychology presentation on Joshua, teacher did not comment on my presentation but she just asked for the movie. Other classmates asked for the movie too. Miao Lu gave me her pendrive straight.

Took the KTM home today, from Subang Jaya i went to KL central and then there was a problem with my card so i was stuck, but the security let me pass and asked if i've used touch and go b4, with a very weird expression but a smile. He asked me to go to the counter to check, i went to the counter, they told me to go to the touch n go counter, then i asked where is it, they said behind CIMB bank, but they didnt tell me where is CIMB bank. I looked around, lost, then look at the directory, it doesnt even show where u are now, then went to the concierge to consult the receptionist, she gave me directions after she flirts with the police. I went around looking for the stupid touch n go counter. When i finally found it, thank God the service there was good, it was very fast and efficient as there wasn't much ppl there.

The girl attending to me was fast efficient, and very lil words ( I LIKE). filled up a form, she transact my credit from my old card to my new card. Then i went to rapid KL and took LRT home to Kelana Jaya, walked back home, stopped by tanjung for a while, wanted to get something, but the place is too small. Feel verypressured when i walk inside with my bag, like i'm gonna topple everything.

Came back in the afternoon, slept, woke up and cooked fried rice for me my mom and darren. Was texting my ex and feels very very disturbed, still feeling very dissturbed. All sorts of bullshit, and empty promises. Fuck you.

I dont wanna get hurt. I wont allow that.

Around 10 45, darren texted me and said he was starving, went down to check on him, gave him his fried rice, he said he'll like it a lot a lot if there's no chilli. So yea, glad he liked it. Ran a few rounds to release the tension, felt like crying but just couldn't let it out, now feeling depressed and suffocated.

wanted to sleep but got up to do the table for my practical test 3 tomoro, a table to record the data and all. Then did the search on literature value.

Hoping tomoro would be a better day, choice is in my hand.


Lord be with me and heal my soul. I am wounded my saviour, hold me in Your arms.