Sunday, May 31

Living day by day

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.


The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. And every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. 


The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.

The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children saild their model boats. Young lovers walked arm-in-arm amidst flowers of every color of the rainbow. Grand old trees graced the landscape, and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.


As the man by the window described all this in exquisite detail, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imgaine the picturesque scene. 


One warm afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by. Although the other man couldn't hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words. 


Days and weeks passed. One morning. the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifelss body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep. She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away. 


As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.


Slowly,painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the world outside. Finally, he would have the joy of seeing it for himself.


He strained to slowly turn to look out the window beside the bed. It faced a blank wall. The man asked the nurse what could have comppelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window. The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall. She said, ''Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.''



There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations. Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled. If you want to feel rich, just count all of the things you have that money can't buy. The counsel is don't worry about things - food, drink, and clothes. We already have life and a body and they are far important than what to eat and wear ( Matthew 6:25) Worry affects us physically, makins us unable to sleep or eat. It causes the object of our worry to consume our thoughts, disrupts our productivity and negatively affects the way we treat others. Worry also reduces our ability to trust in God. ''Today is a gift, that's why it is called the present.''

An Empty Gift

We often learn the most from our children. 

Some time ago a friend of mine punished his 3-year old daughter for wasting a roll of gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and he became infuriated when the child tried to decorate a box for no apparent reasons. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift to her father the next morning and said, ''This is for you daddy.'' He was embarrassed by his earlier over reaction but his anger flared again when he foudn that the box was empty. He yelled at her, ''Don't you know that when you give someone a present. there's suppose to be something inside of it?''     The little girl looked up at him with tears in her eyes and said, '' Oh daddy, it's not empty. I blew kisses into the box. All for you, Daddy.''

The power of words




A group of frogs were traveling through the woods, and two of them fell into a deep pit. All the other frogs gathered around the pit. When they saw how deep the pit was, they told the two frogs that they were as good as dead. The two frogs ignored the comments and tried to jump up out of the pit with all of their might. The other frogs kept telling them to stop, that they were as good as dead. Finally. one of the frogs took heed to what the other frogs were sayng and gave up. He fell down and died. The other frog continued to jump as hard as he could. Once again, the crowd of frogs yelled at him to stop the pain and just die. He jumped ever harder and finally made it out. When he got out, the other frogs said, ''Did you not hear us?'' The frog explaned to them that he was deaf. He thought they were encouraging him the entire time. 




Moral values:

1. There is power of life and death in the tongue. An encouraging word to someone who is down can lift them up and help them make it through the day.


2. A destructive word to someone who is down can be what it takes to kill them. Be careful of what you say.




3. Turn a deaf ear at the right time. People will discourage you at times, take it as an encouragement.




Speak life to those who cross your path. The power of words... it is sometimes hard to understand that an encouraging word can go such a long way. Anyone can speak words that tend to rob another of the spirit to continue in difficult times. Special is the individual who will take the time to encourage another. The tongue has the power of life and death, and those who love it will eat its fruit.  (Provers 18:21)



Life May not Always Be Pleasant




The story is told of a Sultan who had a childhood friend with whom he grew up. This friend had a different way of looking at every situation that ever occured in his life, be it positive or negative, and remarking,''This is good!''. One day the Sultan and his friend were on a hunting trip. The friend would load and prepare the guns for the Sultan. In preparing one of the guns, the friend had apparently done something wrong, for after taking the gun from his friend, the Sultan's thumb was blown off when the Sultan fired it. Examining the situation the friend as usual remarked, ''This is good!'' 


To which the Sultan replied angrily, ''No, this is NOT good!'' and put his friend in jail. A year later, the Sultan was hunting in a dangerous area. Cannibals captured him and took him to their village. They tied his hands, stacked some wood, set fire to the wood, they noticed that the Sultan's thumb was missing. Being superstitious, they never ate anyone was less than whole. So after untying the king, they sent him on his way. As he returned home, he was reminded of the even that had taken his thumb and felt remorse for his treatment of his freind. Immediately, he went to the jail to speak with his friend.  ''You were right,'' the Sultan said, '' it was good that my thumb was blown off.'' And he proceeded to tell the friend all that had just happened. ''And so I am very sorri for sending you to jail for so long. It was bad for me to do this.''   ''No,'' his friend replied, ''This is good!'' ''What do you mean, 'This is good'? How could it be good that I sent my friend to jail for a year?''     ''If I had NOT been in jail, I would have been with you.''






Situations may not always seem pleasant while we are in them, but the promise of God is clear. If we love him and live our lives according to his precepts, even that which seems to be bleak and hopeless will be turned by God for His glory and our benefit. Hold on....... God is faithful!




more pics of Crescent Night!



Nicholas, Sit Wai and Yik Loong



MC of the day, me


representatives of SMK(L) Bukit Bintang!


Representatives of SMK Subang Jaya

representatives of SMK(P) Sri Aman!
She's a real sweet girl ;p




cat walk! I was dragged into it.


Hairy dancing! one of the juniors!




Group pic! Try to spot me!




VAD oF Cabang Petaling, They helped out 
for the unfortunate incident 
at Jaya Supermarket in Section 14.


my heels! i was having a cramp.
this pic is taken when everything was over.

Saturday, May 30

Crescent Night of BSMM SL(Y) 52!

yesterday, our school SMK Sultan Abdul Samad had a special event held in Dewan Bakti. I was invited to be the Master of Ceremony of the day. IT WAS HECK OF A FUN! 

the crowd was interactive. they were fun. and i didnt have to stall much time. just have to pull out a few lame jokes as they prepare the refreshments. and dance with NICHOLAS! the crowd wanted to see me and Head Section Leader Nicholas to dance to the song 'Can I Have This Dance'  by Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens..

Like WHAT THE HELLL?? but it was for the crowd. so we did it anyway.. 
i was seriously panting after i got off the stage.. i was panting on the mic.
but i hope they didnt hear anything. lol. 

The dance was right before refreshments. so i was sitting alone there to get some rest and not want to talk to anybody, just to rest my voice. Fauzan came with a drink for me. When i already asked Shee Teng to get 2 for me. i was dead thirsty. I think he was trying to flirt with me? I have no idea. i not good with these kinda thinggy. so.. He said he was jealous. bout the dance. 

so i asked. 'Are you jealous of me? or Nicholas?' He said Nicholas. then ehhh no, you!

@@ okaayy.. Then he said. u knoww.. u're really cute...


awww.. so adorable! He's form.. 4 i think! with a gf! so i dun think he's flirting laa.. =D he's a nice guy though.. 
after everything was over.. a few guys and their female friends confronted me to ask for my age.
i said i'm form 5. and they say. U LOOK LIKE U'RE FORM 6. i just stared blankly at them.
then they say. it's a compliment. becos u look mature. 

sooo.. uhhh yea.. a complimentt... 

Quite some schools came!

BSMM of SMK Sri Utama
BSMM of SMK Subang Jaya
BSMM of SMK(L) Bukit Bintang      (winner of 'blow the candles' and also 'straw') game.
BSMM of SMK(P) Assunta
BSMM of SMK(P) Sri Aman                  (winner of 'tiup tepung'!)
VAD of Cabang Petaling. 

i had a special request for a PA(Personal Assistant).. and i got 2 of them! they were sweet. and one of them is my best fren's sister >.<>

They were holding my bottle, phone, shoes, gloss, comb, everything! and also my wireless mic!



                                               when we were waiting for the event to start
                                                                          Shee Teng






Yap Chi Khay




Head Section Leader Nicholas







Section Leader MiChelle, also the OC of the day!




Photographer: HSL Nicholas
Line that he kept repeating while he holds my phone:
MORE MORE! GIMME MORE SEXY!! SHOW MORE SEXY!




PA system my Section Leader Lee Yik Loong with MC Jane



me and Shee Teng






edible art







When i was in the car telling my bro and sis and sis in law bout the day. then my sister started bitching bout me, in front of me.

QUOTE :
Like OH MY GOD! What is thisss??? I had my first PA when i was just 17! And u're not gonna provide me one?? 


I just stared at her and say. shut up bitch i know u're jealous..


My sister Eunice.
Has been the Master of Ceremony for many functions. mostly for her company Loreal.
for Biotherm and Giorgio Armani.


Whatever. i still hate her =D


 

the one who loves to be a MC now,
Jane

Friday, May 29

Rehearsals!

today is teacher's day! and i didnt attend school. so i woke up early and went to pyramind with pravina, sin yee and nicholas! as usual a fun time. but sin yee was kinda tired cos she didnt get to see the person she wanna see... =P  

rushed back to school for rehearsals. i briefed the juniors/ushers till i had a sore throat. and it was kinda fun. being the back up singers for their song. ahahhaha... and also me and nicholas sang like crazy ppl for an hour after all of the ppl left. it was kinda creepy though onli both of us. but we handled it well.. and had fun.. 



spotted this extremely cute bear! in mini toons pyramid.



Maya Hotel's bedroom!




Their extremely yummy sandwich!



below are the pictures of their lounge!
                                         





cam whore with nicholas.







i'm nervous! praying hard! 



                                               scared the shit out of myself,
jane.




Thursday, May 28

Exams is FINALLY OVER!!!!

OH yessss!!!! finally some time to cut some slack.

first thing's firt. going out tomoro to celebrate that we survived through the exam! 


GONNA GO ICE SKATING...

i'm mean. so i forced baby to stay home and sleep like a monkey!



i'm outta here! i'm excited! buhbiiiee....!

Wow! and last Tuesday

my teacher asked me to write a short essay on wow! and also Last Tuesday. And i did. 


This is my version. 

A silhouette stood along side the lake with her hair being blown by the wind gently. The hair was silky and totally covered her back. She looked beautiful.

I cycle around that area at 6pm every evening, but this is the first time I have seen her , and so my curiousity took over me.

I parked my bicycle and locked it to a tree, and tried to smell myself to check if I needed some deodorant. I took a deep breath and walked rigidly to the girl. Her back became clearer as I approach.

Spontaneously, I greeted her with a very husky voice. 

        ' Hi there, are you new in town?' with a smile I asked.

She turned around and wow! He was actually my brother back from Australia who had his hair long.

Wow! That was an experience. My brother teased me as my attempt to confront a 'girl' ended shockingly unexpected..


It was a wow. it was.. weird la to me..

this is the version after my teacher correct it.

 A silhoutte was seen along side the lake with her long silky hair being blown by the wind. It covered the entire back. It was a sight to behold.

I usually cycle around that area at 6pm every evening, but this is the first time I have seen such a thing, and so my curiousity took over me.

I took a deep breath and walked rigidly to the figure. The back became clearer as I approached.

Spontaneously, I greeted with a very husky and nervous voice.

          'Hi there, are you new in town?' with a smile I asked.

The figure turned around and wow! That was actually my brother...... (the rest remains the same as mine)





Last Tuesday



Many things happened last Tuesday, like any other day, I went to school, studied and gained more knowlege. It was more than that.

I sat in class, revising my notes and a teacher rushed to the class and called for my name. She brought me to the office hurriedly and I saw a man in uniform, pacing the hall.

I started to feel uneasy, I looked up at my teacher and her eyebrows were creased. I did not want to ask more.

It was bad news. The person in uniform was an officer, a friend of my father's.

I did not return to the classroom after that, because last Tuesday I lost my father. He died in action, protecting a pregnant woman from a gunshot, fired by a robber.

Since last Tuesday, I have not seen my father, and will not be able to, anymore. Last Tuesday, will always be remembered. 


I was happy cos teacher said this was outstanding. and sad. so.. yea! =D


Tuesday, May 26

When it All seems like Doom was hovering over me

You've came into my life..
and taught me what it was..
You taught me how to deal..
and told be what was real..


You said You love me
every single day..
fully with Your heart 
more and more everyday.


You told me to be true..
and do not be distracted..

Do not sin as You are 
always watching..
You told me to fight against temptations.

You made me think 
how stupid i'd think of myself 
when everything is over.

and that..


has made all the difference.


i changed my mind.
you boy are nothing to me. 

Lord watches over me
and He's helping me 
deal with the emotional wreck 
that i'm going through now.

He told me that He'd be with me too.


I am nothing at all to you.
garbage.
I'm just a piece of crap..



This sucks.
i have what i wan now.
and now. 
i'm going to get rid of what i dont. 


get a life loser.




Yours truly pissed,
Jane




You gave me a second life..

Happy 3rd month anniversary baby!

can u believe it? it has been 3 months already!

i've had an amazing great time with you.

you've taught me a lot and also gave me so many ideas that i'd never thought of.

YOu love me so much and everytime u tell me that u love me. It's so heart felt.. You always tell me that everything is going to be okay..

and u laugh together when i tell u of the weird nightmares or dreams that i have..


u've share the pain with me. became closer to me


and taught be to be more responsible. you always provide me with solutions to my problems.
and nobody could have done it better.!


i love u soo so oo  sooooooooooooo muchhh!!

forever yours,
bum

Saturday, May 23

*How a marriage works*


A newlywed couple had only been married for two weeks.

The husband, although very much in love, couldn't wait to go out on the town and party with his old buddies.
So, he said to his new wife, 'Honey, I'll be right back.'
'Where are you going, 
honey bunch?' asked the wife.
'I'm going to the bar, pretty face. I'm going to have a beer.'
The wife said, 'You want a beer, my love?'
She went and opened the door to the refrigerator and showed him 25 different kinds of beer brands from 12 different countries: Germany, Holland , 
Japan, India ,etc.

The husband didn't know what to do, and the only thing that he could think of saying was, 'Yes, lolly pop...but at the bar....you know...they have frozen glasses...'
He didn't get to finish the sentence, because the wife interrupted him by saying, 'You want a frozen glass, 
puppy face?' She took a huge beer mug out of the freezer, so frozen that she was getting chills just holding it.

The husband, looking a bit pale, said, 'Yes, tootsie roll, but at the Bar they have those hors d'oeuvres that are really delicious... I won't be long, I'll be right back. I promise. OK?'
You want hors d'oeuvres, poochi pooh?' She opened the oven and took out 5 dishes of different hors d'oeuvres: 
chicken wings, pigs in blankets, mushroom caps, pork strips, etc.

'But my sweet honey... At the bar... You know...there's swearing, dirty words and all that...'
'You want dirty words, Dickhead? Drink your fucking beer in your Goddamn frozen mug and eat your motherfucking snacks, because you are Married now, and you aren't fucking going anywhere! Got it, Arsehole?'

So he stayed home............

 
 
........and, they lived happily ever after.

 

I'd like that..

  Advice....->
When she acts shy~~ 
Say I Love You
When she runs away from you~~ Chase her
When she puts her face near yours~~Kiss her
When she kicks and punches you~~ 
Hold her tight
When she is silent~~
Shes thinking of how to say I Love You
When she ignores you~~ She wants all your attention
When she pulls away~~ grab her by the waist and never let go
When you see her at her worst~~ tell her she's BEAUTIFUL
When she screams at you~~ Tell her you love her, you have to mean it
When you see her walking~~ Sneak up behind her and grab her by the waist and give her a kiss
When she's scared~~ 
Hold her and tell her everything will be okay 'cause she's with you
When she looks like some things the matter~~
Kiss her and tell her not to worry
While she holds your hand- 
Play with her fingers.

Tuesday, May 19

A Big Big thank u to u!

I wanna thank my bby soooo much for spending so much time with me these days.
 

i love you soo soo soo soo sooooooooo much!


you gave me everything i need.


Thursday, May 14

Falsely Accused

i'm sad. i had a not so great day. a certain events happen which made me kind upset and hurt.

my eyes rained. cos of someone who said smth hurtful..

i was falsely accused for something i didnt commit.

and.. my effort wasnt appreciated..

ii didnt it during recess.. i didnt take my medication. i had no water down my throat till it was  3pm. i just dreamt and spaced out through out the whole day.


ltr on finding out a lie that was made sometime back. that made me mad. really mad.

he broke my heart and still had to lie about it. WHAT THE FU**..

i wanted to skip meeting which i did. my stomach was hurting like wow. and then. got screwed after that. i'm sad.

i'm heart broken

u know who u are


Sunday, May 10

Mother's Day!

As we all know, today's mother's day! What have you done for your mother? Gave her flowers, help her in the chore, make her sit and chat with you the whole day? oR do LOTS of catching up with her? Or to the least. greet her in the morning with HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! i love you mom.


Mother's as we all also know, they have been through a certain amount of pain that no other creature cant withstand. They've carried us like we're the most precious thing to them exceeding jewels and cash. Nobody could've replaced us. Having a baby, is not an easy task to accomplish.

There's so many things that we have to cover when we're having a baby, examples : medical fees, will the baby be healthy, any special treatment that will affect financial wise and all. Mothers, a fantastic creature that you wont want to mess with. Seriously. You shall not doubt on how important is the baby to a mother. Take a baby away from a mother, and she'd find ways to end your life if she cant have her precious baby back.


Mother's have to bare the responsibilities of giving birth to a baby, risking to end their own lives for a new born. Mother's have a lot to bare and it doesnt stop there after they conceive a baby. It goes on and on till the day they leave us. Abandoning a baby doesnt mean u lost a mother. It means u've lost the identity of ur own.


gdnite.

Wednesday, May 6

I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO extremely sorrie =(

bbyy pls dun be mad at me d k?

u mean a lot to me.
and i dun wan u to be mad at me.


i'm really stupid. i'm sorrie
i should've told u
perhaps u would understand...


pls pls pls pls plssssssss forgive me.. 


Monday, May 4

Someone confiscated my phone.

dun call my handphone. 

thank eu!

sorry for any inconvenience caused. 

Friday, May 1

I Dont Know Why

i just believe in you and the promises u made.

but i just wanna let u know that. there's a lot that u've promised.
and some of them. i think u've forgotten too.

although i'm at a disadvantage of remembering stuffs.
but promises are smth i will remember. 

whatever u promised.

if u didnt do it.
i'll just assume u forget.
when i assume u forget.
it means to me u dun hold on to ur promise
thus.
no more promises made 
will make me believe u anymore.



if made promises are not kept.
then why promise.
there's no point promising anymore.


will i believe u. 
ur promises u made. 
will u keep  them??


i'll see. cos i have a time limit for all of them. 
and some of them. already surpassed the time.
forgotten promises.



i dont wanna be disappointed.
seriously.