had to write a self reflective essay of 300 words.
it was cool i guess. manage to complete 3 in less than half an hour. will post it up here soon!
Monday, July 26
Wednesday, July 21
very pissed
he kept calling me after college, i was pretty pissed, of what he did. what he shared with other ppl. i felt like i was blamed for it totally.
you know what ass hole?
fuckk you
you know what ass hole?
fuckk you
Tuesday, July 20
Fell sick =(
Went home early on monday cos i was feeling very sick, missed out on the assessment practical, didnt bring my lab coat, after the break, went home after teman chloe drink her mushroom soup, mom picked me home then i rested there, as the night came, fell more and more sick. but insisted that i dont want to go to the doctor. my dad came over to check on me, and also to bring my cousin to see my mom, who just came back from australia.
tuesday woke up still knida sick but the fever is gone, headaches and flus. Ate subway again and drank mushroom soup again and mom made white porridge with vege again and she bought tao fu fa! hahaha not a fan of it, but glad she tot of being it for me. it's raining now and dewey's really scared.
the late night walks and runs have been helping me cope with my current condition and emotions. think i should do it more.
tuesday woke up still knida sick but the fever is gone, headaches and flus. Ate subway again and drank mushroom soup again and mom made white porridge with vege again and she bought tao fu fa! hahaha not a fan of it, but glad she tot of being it for me. it's raining now and dewey's really scared.
the late night walks and runs have been helping me cope with my current condition and emotions. think i should do it more.
Thursday, July 15
Lost in KL Central
Today was my psychology presentation on Joshua, teacher did not comment on my presentation but she just asked for the movie. Other classmates asked for the movie too. Miao Lu gave me her pendrive straight.
Took the KTM home today, from Subang Jaya i went to KL central and then there was a problem with my card so i was stuck, but the security let me pass and asked if i've used touch and go b4, with a very weird expression but a smile. He asked me to go to the counter to check, i went to the counter, they told me to go to the touch n go counter, then i asked where is it, they said behind CIMB bank, but they didnt tell me where is CIMB bank. I looked around, lost, then look at the directory, it doesnt even show where u are now, then went to the concierge to consult the receptionist, she gave me directions after she flirts with the police. I went around looking for the stupid touch n go counter. When i finally found it, thank God the service there was good, it was very fast and efficient as there wasn't much ppl there.
The girl attending to me was fast efficient, and very lil words ( I LIKE). filled up a form, she transact my credit from my old card to my new card. Then i went to rapid KL and took LRT home to Kelana Jaya, walked back home, stopped by tanjung for a while, wanted to get something, but the place is too small. Feel verypressured when i walk inside with my bag, like i'm gonna topple everything.
Came back in the afternoon, slept, woke up and cooked fried rice for me my mom and darren. Was texting my ex and feels very very disturbed, still feeling very dissturbed. All sorts of bullshit, and empty promises. Fuck you.
I dont wanna get hurt. I wont allow that.
Around 10 45, darren texted me and said he was starving, went down to check on him, gave him his fried rice, he said he'll like it a lot a lot if there's no chilli. So yea, glad he liked it. Ran a few rounds to release the tension, felt like crying but just couldn't let it out, now feeling depressed and suffocated.
wanted to sleep but got up to do the table for my practical test 3 tomoro, a table to record the data and all. Then did the search on literature value.
Hoping tomoro would be a better day, choice is in my hand.
Lord be with me and heal my soul. I am wounded my saviour, hold me in Your arms.
Took the KTM home today, from Subang Jaya i went to KL central and then there was a problem with my card so i was stuck, but the security let me pass and asked if i've used touch and go b4, with a very weird expression but a smile. He asked me to go to the counter to check, i went to the counter, they told me to go to the touch n go counter, then i asked where is it, they said behind CIMB bank, but they didnt tell me where is CIMB bank. I looked around, lost, then look at the directory, it doesnt even show where u are now, then went to the concierge to consult the receptionist, she gave me directions after she flirts with the police. I went around looking for the stupid touch n go counter. When i finally found it, thank God the service there was good, it was very fast and efficient as there wasn't much ppl there.
The girl attending to me was fast efficient, and very lil words ( I LIKE). filled up a form, she transact my credit from my old card to my new card. Then i went to rapid KL and took LRT home to Kelana Jaya, walked back home, stopped by tanjung for a while, wanted to get something, but the place is too small. Feel verypressured when i walk inside with my bag, like i'm gonna topple everything.
Came back in the afternoon, slept, woke up and cooked fried rice for me my mom and darren. Was texting my ex and feels very very disturbed, still feeling very dissturbed. All sorts of bullshit, and empty promises. Fuck you.
I dont wanna get hurt. I wont allow that.
Around 10 45, darren texted me and said he was starving, went down to check on him, gave him his fried rice, he said he'll like it a lot a lot if there's no chilli. So yea, glad he liked it. Ran a few rounds to release the tension, felt like crying but just couldn't let it out, now feeling depressed and suffocated.
wanted to sleep but got up to do the table for my practical test 3 tomoro, a table to record the data and all. Then did the search on literature value.
Hoping tomoro would be a better day, choice is in my hand.
Lord be with me and heal my soul. I am wounded my saviour, hold me in Your arms.
Wednesday, July 14
thank you for coming
the companionship u provided for 2 and a half hours really helped me, thank you for coming to check on me.
sorry abt the sandwich, didnt know u dont like mustard. =] fried rice deal remember! it's 10 days! it's a promise.
u're the guy that makes the impossible possible.
there were 16 stars the spot where we stood and counted, when we look up to the night sky..
sorry abt the sandwich, didnt know u dont like mustard. =] fried rice deal remember! it's 10 days! it's a promise.
u're the guy that makes the impossible possible.
there were 16 stars the spot where we stood and counted, when we look up to the night sky..
Heartaches
I've just been scolded by nicholas for not planning my future well,
my best fren isolates herself from me, cos i said smth wrong, i apologized to her and now waiting for her to be ready to be frens with me again
trusted the wrong person, having such huge impact in my life
thinking what to make for darren to eat later,
this fucked up bastard did smth wrong and the mother stood on his side, of cos. I'm the stupid one who believed the second time.
ILY Lord, restore my soul. Guide me in this hardship, as through You i shall not perish.
my best fren isolates herself from me, cos i said smth wrong, i apologized to her and now waiting for her to be ready to be frens with me again
trusted the wrong person, having such huge impact in my life
thinking what to make for darren to eat later,
this fucked up bastard did smth wrong and the mother stood on his side, of cos. I'm the stupid one who believed the second time.
ILY Lord, restore my soul. Guide me in this hardship, as through You i shall not perish.
It was v.nice seeing u again.
Something really unfortunate happen to me today, cried in class, my chest pain went away with my tears, then the rest of the class just pretend that i'm happy =]
lost a fren, lost trust and lost smth so very dear to me.
After coming back from college, i manage to see him, he was still very cold to me, unlike last time, he will look happy when he sees me, but now, i couldn't think the same way.
College was long today, very long, and tomoro will be my turn for my psychology presentation.
I'M really glad that my fren chloe got full marks for her psychology presentation on studio ghibli's founder hayao miyazaki. or smth like that. Her presentation was so excellent and that she memorised everything and know every single detail in her slides, very well prepared. I'm so happy for her =] proud of her as she has been talking about it for a long long time.
Thank you for sharing with me about ur life, i hope what i told you would help the situation.
To the one who came to see me, thank you, it meant a lot to me. I could only think of u when i realise i was in a SHIT situation.
lost a fren, lost trust and lost smth so very dear to me.
After coming back from college, i manage to see him, he was still very cold to me, unlike last time, he will look happy when he sees me, but now, i couldn't think the same way.
College was long today, very long, and tomoro will be my turn for my psychology presentation.
I'M really glad that my fren chloe got full marks for her psychology presentation on studio ghibli's founder hayao miyazaki. or smth like that. Her presentation was so excellent and that she memorised everything and know every single detail in her slides, very well prepared. I'm so happy for her =] proud of her as she has been talking about it for a long long time.
Thank you for sharing with me about ur life, i hope what i told you would help the situation.
To the one who came to see me, thank you, it meant a lot to me. I could only think of u when i realise i was in a SHIT situation.
Tuesday, July 13
Shocking news!
AMAZING discovery from my 2 ex @@
one is that he lied
Darren texted me outta no where! i was very relieved when i got his msg. wish for another msg to know that he's safe. =]
one is that he lied
Darren texted me outta no where! i was very relieved when i got his msg. wish for another msg to know that he's safe. =]
Monday, July 12
Wallpaper
Since the moment i got my own laptop, i have been searching for cool digital universe wallpapers like mad, and now i've found quite a lot of very nice walpaper with extra features but realise I DONT KNOW HOW TO CRACK it T.T. this sucks seriously.
I WANT IT as my wallpaper!
someone pls provide me with guidance!!!
I WANT IT as my wallpaper!
someone pls provide me with guidance!!!
Wednesday, July 7
Tuesday, July 6
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