HAPPY 4TH month Anni baby!

will write what i intend to write soon. now gonna sleepp.. NIGHT!

dun agree with this.

On this day of your life, Jane, we believe God wants you to know...
... that it's OK.

Just rest for a moment. It's OK. Yes, things are crazy, yes, the world is going nuts. Yet, deep underneath the stormy waves, there, in the core of your being, there is pure silence, pure love. And ... it's ... just ... OK.

so dam true

On this day of your life, Jane, we believe God wants you to know...
... that humans learn only by trial and error, and that includes you.

You've got to live life, not think about it. Step into the midst of things, try and fail and learn and stand up again. The question is not whether you will or will not make mistakes - you will. The question is do you want to learn and grow, or do you want to shrink back and be stuck? Take that step you've been avoiding. You can succeed, or you can get feedback that it didn't work, but in either case you are sure to feel alive.

On this day of your life, Jane, we believe God wants you to know...
... that what you are most afraid of is where your greatest rewards are.

If all you had to do was wish for something and you would have it, life would be pretty boring, wouldn't it? God placed barriers between us and what we want, so we can enjoy interesting and satisfying lives. God hid our biggest rewards behind the highest barriers - our deepest fears. God wants us to face our fears, and hold ground in their presence, and let them go, and that's how we get out biggest rewards. What are you most afraid of? Say it, just start by saying it.

Hmmm..

Met Nigel In THE van and introduced each other in Kingdom Keys!

It was such a coincidence and it was freaky but he was cute! hahaha. .

i'll let the pictures do the talking =]

Tilt your head a lil.

found this in the van! Think it belongs to Uncle Sidney's daughter.

It's adorable!

Eunice's waffle

Her waffle again..

This uncle is very pro! Look at his art work man!

He did not use any brushes to paint. He used smth else. Didnt dare to ask. Afterall i have bad impression about China ppl. Not CHINESE okay? i said China.

Maybe if you become a sifu like him, you wouldnt need a lamp like this in ur room.

Cos it's disgusting.

You get what i mean..? Hmmm...

No you dont.

Jane got a message that on this day, God wants her to know...

... that every little part of you is magical.

Yes, even the parts that hurt, even the ones that are feeling disease right now. It's alright to love what is in pain. More than alright, that's exactly where your love is needed the most. So why not touch that part that hurts and smile at it, at yourself through it, and whisper: ''I love you.''

*touches my tummy*

i love you.

Picture from MV!

random..

Nick took this picture the moment he got hold of the phone

Redbox!

Lin Hui's Bro.

Yik Loong's shirt~

Yik Loong's sexy back!

His precious phone.

Swim Gala '09

my frens in the water playing water polo.

Can see David's sexy ass..

I miss him =(

The End.

A Change We Should All Celebrate for!

As many might not know, i'm born on November the 11th. It's World Recycling Day! Growing up with a mother that really cares about the environment. I've learnt to hold on to the wastes till i found a dustbin and not just dump it on the street or leave it anywhere.

My family recycle a lot. Everything that's able to be recycled will be recycled in our house. We dont throw our clothes and towels, we just cut it into pieces and use it as cloths. It saves up lots of money and it works and it helps and it's good!

Cut the crap short. We are earthly ppl and we recycle.

I got really happy when i saw smth in the 7 eleven near my house. And at the cashier was a sign put up there. Instantly a smile spread across my face. I dont know why i was just so happy seeing some company as big as 7 eleven is actually trying to save Mother Earth too! I felt we weren't alone and got really motivated.

In where we live, finding a recycling bin arent that hard. Just open your eyes wide and you'll definitely find one.

The weather is so unpredictable these days and it's incredibly hot in the afternoon and night. Dont deny it, because you know it is global warming's effect on us. If you havent start doing whatever you can for mother Earth it's never too late to start!

We've been living and destroying and taking Earth for granted for such a long time. We humans gotta atleast do our part to STOP destroying Earth.

Only ask for plastic bags when you really really need it! It isn't THAT embarrassing to tell the cashier that you do not need the plastic bag.

Do our part! Cos it aint that Hard!

Go 7 Eleven!

truly grateful for 7 eleven's effort,

jAne

I guess.. You're starting to trust me..

You've approached me

you weren't smiling

then i know it was the wrong timing

and i did the same thing.

You hold me

Saying that u really love me

and that u dont wanna lose me.

And he wans him to stay away from me.

You smiled at me

telling me that everything will be okay

and that nth will get to me

if i just dun sway easily.

You supported me

protecting me from pinches and pepper sprays

and also Ashwin's pervertness.

I think..

You've taken care of me in times of need.

and demonstrated the love you have for me.

Now that i know,

you can take it.

I trust in you.

Few months ago

and now.

Has been a huge difference.

You made me eat during recess

thus.

i increased in size.

i hate you.

The one that'll always love you,

janE

Holiday's Over =(

i dont know whether i should be happy or grateful that i'm able to study.

Yesterday

mom went to massage in the morning, and i followed her to make it more convenient for her to send me to mid valley. Then uh she was stalling time as usual and made me late for the time we promised. which was at 11am. I normally am early for outings. So i was late and Yik Loong, Nicholas and Calvin was already there. Then Nicholas ran up to my car and opened the door for me and told my mom, ''Hello auntie! 你放心我一定会好好照顾你的宝贝的。。‘’ My mom was real happy! i could see it. i just stared at Nicholas and whacked him. Obviously he was trying to make an impression. Then my mom say '' 你们可以去结婚了啦！‘’

I looked at mom stoned. Then Nicholas and I walked away to meet up with the '' faster la! my butt very pain'' ppl.. Yik Loong and Calvin. They waited for me for an hour at the bus stop. poor fellas. =( i'm soooooooooooooo sorrriieee!

So we went to walk around waiting for Ivy and Lin Hui and her bf and her brother. They came extremely late! We lined up lotsa time cos they couldnt make up their mind what movie they wanna watch. So me and Nicholas got pissed and we went to Redbox in Gardens. My first time there. Nicholas paid for me. We sang LOTSA songs. till i lost my voice temporarily.

It was me Yik Loong, Nicholas, and Lin Hui's bro.

the aloe vera special there is so darn yummy! then we were like screaming in there. and then we screamed for our party snacks too. i was wearing Nicholas's coat which Yik Loong borrowed it and wanted to return him. I looked like i was wearing anything underneath cos of my skirt..

We sang till 4pm. and catched a movie Angels & Demons.

It was a movie i'd call what-the-hell?? movie.. i like it though. but Sally says that it's very much more and better in the book, and their description was very precise and let our minds imagine and wander how they killed they preferiti or whatever they were.

To me, it was just all so creepy. We went to the food court after that. This it was the oasis or whatever. Cant remember the name, i'm not good with names. Me and Nicholas stayed while Yik Loong left slightly earlier than we did. Yik Loong was REALLY REALLY nice.. Before he left he said '' pls be safe, be careful okay? '' with the very concern and worried look. Then when i was waiting for my dad he text me, repeating himself. I'm touched. hahaha. Bby went to mid valley too! I was running away from him and all. Hid inside Redbox most of the time, till 4pm and his movie ended at round 5 30pm? Then I went into the cinema before he left the cinema. It was raining and I was still in the cinema and he left.

Phew.

Nicholas said he's not used to seeing me wearing casual.

Went home really late like round 10am.

didnt change. didnt do no nth. fed dewey. Charge my precious phone and slept. OH NO.

I took a BATH before i sleep, it was miraculous! I bathed like 3 times in a day!

The weather is pushing me hard to bath myself and i guess it's not a bad thing.

Then bby needed me.. I cant say i wanna sleep when he needs me. So i stayed up attempted to put tooth picks between my eye lids. i was exhausted but i managed to make it anyway. Slept like a pig after that.

The End.

Thnks!

to Calvin 1, Calvin 2, sorri dunno how to spell ur name, nick, yik loong, ivy, lin hui and also uhh lin hui's bro? =] but the most is yik loong and nick. thanksss!

not really. i lied. i wasnt excited.

excited.

A Must Watch!

Confessions of A Shopaholic!

This is an awesome movie! It speaks of certain problems that many people in live face!

I enjoyed this movie a lott...!!

They have really REALLY NICE SHOES and clothings. Have a look! The stories are good too!

=(

not feeeling well after i got discharged..

Chad and Kyan! come rescueeee meeee.....

I'm bacK!!!!

As most of the  interactors are bragging about supercamp now.. I was in the hospital hopping around in sexy suit. I could only wear my bra @@ it was windy. and cooling.. 

While i wait for my turn and was rolling on the ward's bed. i was thinking of this. 

i Really want this bear!

then i decided to snap some pictures. like my tag. 

and while i was waiting for the room. 

and my mom laughing at me to be so happy to be admitted again. this is the first time she followed me to the hospital. =] she was worried. but somehow forced a smile .

thenn... i was running to the toilet again and again. for some reasons.

while my mom was waiting.. again. for the dam room. i waited half an hour outside of it.

and so.. i used this time to snap more pictures to show my excitement for this scope.

i was thinking what i should eat since i had to fast and drank some really disgusting thing. so i was pretty much thinking what i should eat after the scope. 

i was waiting for this dam room to be cleared.

while i was waiting.  a feast for my eyes. the nurses!

this was the view if i laid down. which i pretty much did it for onli 5 second. got up, jumped out of the bed and walked around. 

they took a lot of time to poke this dam needle in! initially, the nurse tried on my right hand. for l like thrice. she couldnt get my vein so she said she'd let the doctor do it.

Doctor came. poked me 5 times. still couldnt get my vein. another manager was watching and working on my left hand. she finally got my vein after poking in and removing the needle approximately  thrice? 

so the story of the dam needle. finally in. becos of the freaking vein. it definitely deserves a picture. and a story to be told to my grandchildren.

they plastered my tak jadi right hand.

this is the finally IN picture.

so after the scope and everything. i was suppose to sleep. and i slept. i really couldnt wait till i get to eat. and this is how i looked like when i woke up >.<>

then mom rushed me. and say wake up! we gotta go or no food for u~! 

at that moment. my colon was somehow vibrating. i felt really uncomfortable and i can still feel some pain. so i changed. and goodbye bed =(

GOOD BYE BED.. 7... 

so we left to the pharmacy. i was still drowsy. and i slept for more than an hour. =] 

i saw Belinda Chee!! 

we took away my lunch cos my mom was rushing and they took a freaking long time to prepare my pineapple fried rice. 

so after mom left.

baby came.. ohhh.. what a relieve! daniel kept calling~... then uhh.. darren texted me to check on me.. =D 

I really miss Kyan and Chad! 

the whole time when baby was with me. we had a great time! he always catches me when i fall.. then.. Daniel called and said. '' Can you pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeassseeeeeee play me my depressing song!!'' 

So i looked at baby and said.. ''Ooookay.. u gotta stop calling me after this okay?''

and he agreed..

so the story continues. 

when baby left. =( 

i immediately started eating =D 

then i started running for the toilet AGAIN. 

The eNd. 

still dealing with the vibrations,

jane

To all the Ppl who cares for me!

today.. was a long day for me..

1stly.  woke up the mom suddenly mom called 

mom : get ready in 10 mins time i'm bringing u to Dr. Chong right now. 

me :   .... okay...

In The Car..

mom : .....................

me : ...........mommy, who's Dr. Chong..

mom : ..............

after i consulted Dr. Chong.

Dr. Chong : You will be admitted tomoro morning in *the place where i was born* and u're gonna                       do a colonoscopy (*tsk tsk*)  the counter will be open by 8 15am please be on time.

                       We will inside the scope in. and have a look inside. During the whole process you will                           be put to sleep. If we find anything that will be                           harmful to you. I'll                      cut it off. There will be risks. The risk is, accidenly puncturing a                        whole in                     your intestines.     

me :             @@  *dam scared* ummm.. what are the symptoms? In that case i can claim                                  insurance right? 

Dr. Chong :      Yup. That's right.

me :    pls 'accidently' puncture a hole tomoro morning. 

Dr. Chong : hahahahahaa...

me :    hahahahhahaa..

me : No doctor. I'm serious. 

Dr. Chong : ahahahaha.. *ignores* nah. drink this wake up tmr at 5 okay? drink the last packet                          then i'll see you tomoro.

Sisters and brothers. pls pray for me that doctor will puncture a hole.. thanks! 

There's always ONCE in life, but i had it twice.

in my life.

i've been through lots of guys.

i have caught lots of affair

between my bf and some other girls.

but till now..

there's two special person.

that's never done it.

one of it.

Darren. 

second one.

Alan.

till now.. 

i still hold their hearts.

they'd still be with me.

they'd chuck away everything they have.

tuition, parents, money.

they'd invest their time, money, energy

all on me.

i. get to experience this feeling twice. 

it's awesome.

thank you so much.

i'd always love both of you!

the one that refuses to let go,

jane

A lil something that will help you in life. Food Signature.

It now contends that every whole food has a pattern that resembles a body organ or 

physiological function and that this pattern acts as a signal or sign as to the benefit 

the food provides the eater.

For example:

	A sliced Carrot looks like the  human eye. The pupil, iris and radiating  lines look just like the human  eye...and  YES science now  shows that carrots greatly  enhance blood flow to  and function of the eyes.
	A Tomato has four  chambers and is red. The heart is red and  has four chambers.  All of the research  shows tomatoes  are indeed pure  heart and  blood food.
	Grapes hang in  a cluster that  has the shape  of the heart. Each grape looks  like a blood cell  and all of the  research  today shows that  grapes are also  profound heart  and blood  vitalizing food.
	A Walnut looks  like a little brain,  a left and right  hemisphere,  upper cerebrums  and lower  cerebelums. Even the wrinkles  or folds are on the  nut just like the  neo-cortex.  We now know  that walnuts  help develop  over 3 dozen  neuro- transmitters  for brain function.
	Kidney Beans actually  heal and help  maintain kidney  function and yes, they look exactly like the  human kidneys.
	Celery, Bok Choy,  Rhubarb and more  look just like bones. These foods  specifically target  bone strength.  Bones are 23% sodium  and these foods  are 23% sodium.  If you don't have  enough sodium  in your diet  the body pulls it  from the bones,  making them weak.  These foods  replenish the  skeletal needs  of the body.
	Egg Plant, Avocadoes  and Pears target the  health and function  of the womb and  cervix of the female -  they look just  like these organs. Today's research shows  that when a woman eats  1 avocado a week, it  balances hormones,  sheds unwanted birth  weight and prevents  cervicle cancers. And  how profound is this? .... it  takes exactly  9 months to grow  an Avocado from  blossom to ripened fruit.  There are over  14,000 phytolytic c hemical constituents of  nutrition in each one  of these foods  (modern science has  only studied and  named about 141 of them).
	Figs are full of seeds  and hang in twos  when they grow. Figs increase the  motility of male  sperm and increase  the numbers of  sperm as well to  overcome male sterility.
	Sweet Potatoes  look like the pancreas and  actually balance the glycemic  index of diabetics.
	Olives assist the health and  function of the ovaries.
	Grapefruits,  Oranges, and other Citrus fruits  look just like the mamary glands  of the female and actually assist the  health of the breasts and  the movement of  lymph in and out of the breasts.
	Onions look like  body cells. Todays research  shows that onions  help clear waste materials  from all of the body  cells. They even produce  tears which wash the  epithelial lasyers of the eyes.
	Bananas, Cucumber,  Zuchini and more  target the size  and strengh of the male sexual organ. It's true!
	Peanuts have a  profound effect on  the testicles and  sexual libido. Peanuts were banned  as a food for males  by the church during the  middle ages. Most  people don't realize  that arginine, the main  component of  Viagra, comes from  peanuts.