Monday, September 21

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Woke up early to make myself a very very yummy and filling breakfast. Boiled the sausages and made soft boiled eggs with toast.

Went to tuition which was 10 to 12 30pm. Went home and waited for baby to tell me when i can go to his house. Around 2pm. Walked to the LRT Station and took a cab there. Went in the house and saw Anne there. She left shortly after a while and we had the house all to ourselves. So we cuddled up and slept together as usual, then suddenly bby's mom called and said she's going to drop smth so i went upstairs his room and slept with the air conditioner, listening to gospel music. Suddenly baby came in, we both slept together till it was late and a phone call came in, we were both hungry and the sky was really dark so we've decided to eat in william's but i told him that it might not be open cos after all it's the second day of hari raya. The room was all dark and we can only see the silhouette of each other. Then he went to turn on the lights when we decided to leave.


So he went to turn on the lights.

What do you see?

I dunno, i'm covering my eyes.

Hey i'm covering my eyes too!

LOL.. both weirdos..

So when we finally got out of the bed, i had an attack. It's bad, since 745pm till now which is like round 10pm and it's insisting to stay. So while we waited for the cab to return our calls i was teaching him how to dance, slow dancing. He learnt really really really fast! Impressive. Smart learner, so we danced to no music and i was just leading him around the room doing crazy stuff and dumb stuffs that doesnt make any sense.

Suddenly he swept me off my feet.


WHAT THE HELL.

Yes i love it hehehehehe...

I just giggled and asked him to put me down, he did it like it was nth to him despite of my fats around my body storing like a bloody reservoir(for fats). After he place me on the bed, I was just so shock. The cab called back then we got ready and went down, we were early man. We waited for the cab and then we headed to william's. The cabby that drove us had Albert Einstein's hair. Same colour same hair style, the baby just laughed LOL.


We were dam shock when we realise that ohh nooo! William's was closed. DAM IT so we stopped at the park and was lost. Then baby asked ''so what you wanna eat?'' i just repeated his question. ''Anything's fine with me..'' So I said, ''let's eat grass.'' it was the first thing i saw that time. ''Okay'' So i went over there and wanted to squad and reached for the grass, then he pulled me up. So i said ''let's order McD here to the park,'' We were stuck, we didn't know the address of the park, so we walked to 7 eleven instead. Baby called and i think he was laughing and the attendant on the phone tot we were playing a prank or smth so she hung up. When i called, the girl was just so considerate, I told them we're out and we're not allowed home so is it possible if they do a delivery to 7 eleven instead. So i gave her the address 1A-1, Jln ss26/9. LOL she asked for a landmark so I just gave her the old Lim Kok Wing building.

We waited for 20mins and we were both starving our asses off and we started to act really weird, I started to sing weird songs and baby followed along with me and he told me about the experience he had with his bunch of frens when they were dam hungry. We called McD again to ask if that dude lost his way cos he couldn't see the freaking BIG 7 eleven sign or smth. When the McD guy finally came we were just relieved. My attack got worse the pain was excruciating i tot after i ate smth, it'd feel better but it didn't AT ALL. We decided to sit at the staircase and eat like we're some homeless ppl eating McD. So I ate disgustingly as he did then he seemed happy to be able to eat fries and Coke which he normally avoid cos i do not advise him to have them. He's such a good boyfren.

After when we're done, he walked me back to my apartment and we saw this towing car parked in front of us saying


Call Me Towing
012-xxx xxxx

LOL. Hi Towing. Geez. We just giggled at that none stop.

I was whining the whole journey back to my guardhouse it was hurting like hell. my stomach.

Baby offered to carry me back but I told him, ''If you carry me back now I'm gonna laugh until i'll vomit man.'' After a while longer he offered again, ''Actually if I carry you will it be better?'' So I said ''Neh.. It'd bend my stomach making it hurt more..''

When we finally reached the guardhouse, he actually insisted to walk me back to my unit but i do not want him to miss the cab so i persuaded him to let me wait at the guardhouse with him till his cab come. We kissed each other goodbye when the cab arrived and i shouted '' If he touches your balls, pls smack the heck out of him'' I was insane la, forgive me.

Baby checked the amount of credit he had left when we were waiting for the cab, so i told him not to call tonight. He just refused. So i did this.

''Tut tut... Tut tut..''

''Hi..''

''Hi..''

''Are you home?''

''Yea..'' Then he looked up at the shelter built and mouthed ''home''

and we just continued the nonsense till the cab came. He still insisted on calling so. I'm waiting for his call right now!



love u babe. thanks for the dinner at the staircase. Just so romantic LOL.

Saturday, September 19

I lost.

I owe Mr. Sunshine a massage cos I made a bet with him that he'd only wake up after 12 noon cos he slept around 2am. But i lost.

I miss him now?


i love you porky!






4'o clock in the morning
my mind's filled with a thousand thoughts of you.
You were the last thing on my mind.

Friday, September 18

Feels Different

Woke up EARLY in the morning, well at least for the holiday. At 720am i woke up and got ready bathed and bugged baby up was trying to get breakfast by 7 30pm but just dun feel like it. So i spammed calls till baby woke up and left my house. Walked to the LRT station and took a cab to his house, the cabby weren't familiar with the place so i guided him there. So baby's sister,Anne at the door step just when she was leaving, she asked us to clean the house up, hahaha. It was really messy inside, clothes all over the table, bags and all sorts of stuff.

I laid down on the coach, then baby joined me. I was bugging him to clean up the house first while i sleep XD but he refused and just cuddled me and become silent. Till around 8 45am, I just had this feeling that Nick wouldn't be awake as we're suppose to be at Sunway Pyramid's McD by 9am, WHICH HE WAS ALWAYS LATE. So I started spamming calls he didnt pick up, me and baby missed called him 66 times.

I forced baby to eat breakfast again, he cooked me instant noodles and he just decided to have milo and bread. It was DAM SPICY AND HOT but i just cant resist it la it's so very yummy, the soup. It's all about the soup when u eat instant noodles, altho i know it's extremely unhealthy and fattening but c'mon! When u're eating instant noodles you should know what's going inside u already.

We lied on the coach and continued spamming calls and baby hugged me the hold time, we both lied down, and he cuddled me from the back. I was dam desperate by round 10am, so i called his GF for help, she's an angel. We both manage to fell asleep UNTIL Nick finally called back and woke both me and Alan up. Then we got ready and called a cab, finally this time, Nick got to wait for us. HAHAHAHAHA. He couldn't just start skating first becos i was suppose to bring the gloves and i did. Baby left for Starbucks after we met up with Nick at McD..

Poor baby can't do sports yet but got off his crutches WOOOOOT! Heheee... He's finally recovering. When he's recuperating, we've spent a lot of time together, because he's not suppose to move around much thus in a way he was tied to me. Now that he's free to move around again and soon will be able to return to his old life when he was all well, i'm just afraid he'd no longer come and see me as often and he'd be spending more time with his friends and lots more. I pray hard.

I picked the locker as usual the one with the big white stickers on it so that we wouldn't have to memorise the number, which probably me and nick will forget even if we do store it in our phone. So we looked our bags and shoes in and went for the rink. It felt awesome! Going fast and feeling the cold air on your face, and it was fun to be with nick too. The mean time baby just stayed in Starbucks I THINK, cos i fore warned him. He's so understanding.

The moment I saw Kenny and Marvin I dropped to my knees, as in i really fell, cos Nick made me laughed after we waved at them. That was the only time i fell. The whole time we were looking at ppl and he's just hunting for fashion disasters and i'm just hunting for hot girls and all. Somehow there's this guy who looked like Lee Hom, just gotta edit the body to a toned body and wider eyes. He has got Lee Hom's nose! Well when we're finally done disturbing him. We just continued skating, really fast, and accidently got into a waltz position again, on ice, it was cool! Almost fell tho..

Got off the rink cos i was missing Alan a lot and Nick's feeling sad for Alan hahaha and i texted him to tell him we're done and we'd meet at McD again. So while waiting for baby to come me and Nick got smth from McD he had vanilla shake and i just wanted a cold milo. I was dead hungry so we went to Sushi King and we did all kind of nonsense there. Baby i think was kinda afraid of me, when i tell him what usually me and Nick do when we go out together with a bunch of frens and what we'd do in a karaoke room, acting like a bloody jaccoon and all, but it's just so fun. So i conned bby again then i managed to hug him. Most of the time i was just lying on his shoulder, and making jokes with Nick and him. After that on the way to the arcade, We past by this pair shop thinggy forgotten what's the name, then i remembered i had to get a paired key chain or the handphone accessory to replace the one I lost. =] Ya so I was asking baby to pick but he's like asking me to pick but he picked anyway i gave him my suggestion and now we have separated puzzle pieces on our phone. He took the piece with the ''today, tomorrow'' and i got the ''and forever''. hahaha It's cute la. I also bought another handphone accessory for Andrew, Condom, think he'll love it, with a very cute girl's face on the cover. Nick bought one too!

We finally went to the arcade, and as usual played Daytona I WON. Baby 2nd and Nick 3rd. LOSER(nick). Then baby wanted to play advance which we both sucked at, so we left for left for dead 4. When we're playing outta no where baby appeared behind us and he said we just looked pure freaky. hahahahaha. Nick's just shaking the gun again and again so it reloads again and again. We didnt even make it to the boss =(


We left arcade and walked around, wanted to play pool, but there was no pool tables available so we left for Starbucks. Baby bought a grande Espresso Frap for me and Nick got his Green Tea Frap. It was late and I had to leave so i left with Nick while baby stayed back, cos his frens were going there for dinner and he's joining them. I had to rush back for tuition. Baby stuffed money in my wallet for cab and sent me in the cab while Nick crossed over to the other side and was only stuck with a taxi that wanted to charge him 20bucks for a 5 to 10 mins journey, so he got really pissed and call me. Complaining on the way suddenly he got another cabby that offered 10 bucks. Ended up well both of them and Nick even got his number.

I reached home and wanted to show my bro the condom but forgotten that I actually passed it to Alan cos he'd be seeing Andrew sooner than I will. Mom came back and picked me up for tuition, but we went to get Dewey's food first, I asked mom to buy 1 month advance so we wouldn't have to find time every month to buy food for him. Plus he was getting bored of his food, so I suggested that we buy another flavor and the current vegetarian one that he's having and we'll mix it. She says okay and gave me a 100 bucks. I bought some snacks too cos they were having discount for members. Suddenly I feel a sudden sensation when the cashier was scanning all the things I bought, then everything is reduced by at least 10%, I just felt satisfied as I see the numbers go down and down and down and then when I presented my member card, the price went down again! So exciting, but freaky tho.

Got to tuition and waited a while. When class was done it was raining heavily and my bro picked me up with my car. He went to da bao but dropped me home first. Then I forgotten what I did but was just texting baby all the time.

Now playing viwawa, Speedoku. It's fun. Cos you gotta think really fast and if you put in the wrong number ur money and exp will be deducted and if you got it right from the negatives they'll increase ur points. I played till my eyes were having a hard time and I was like a lunatic talking to myself. Bro watched me play for a while, and he didn't know I play sudoku and he doesn't know how and he's amaze by how it works, exactly how i reacted when i first figured out how to play.

Now just waiting for baby to get home bathe and go to bed. I miss him


Gdnite everybody.








This is the first time me and Nick go for skating as no-longer-singles. Every time when we skate. it's either he's single or i am single. But this time we're both taken. So it felt awkward to really hold his hand and skate which i normally do every time i skate.

Thursday, September 17

Baby

Baby just told me that there are 3 songs which remains him of me.

3. I Will Be by bimbotic bitch Leona Lewis - cos it was in my blog b4 i got together with him.


2. The Reason by hoobastank - i forgotten why sorry baby.


and number one goes toooooo......!!


*drum rolls*







1. Only One by Yellowcard!


becos when he wasa down at a point when he tot i was going to ditch him when he was admitted in the hospital i appeared outta no where when Dr. Hanizan paid a visit.


He remembered the moment till now.. Awww....

But i find it really weird that he remember moment with songs. Hmmmm interesting.

wow

Just watched PCD's Hush Hush vid. Was really amazed by their dance routine from 3.24 onwards!

Another Hilarious video of WipeOut

i'm just so obsessed with wipeout these days. It makes my day.


Wednesday, September 16

Hahaha just to give you guys a laugh.

watch this!

This is WipeOut and the girl is named Ariel Tweto. She's amazing.

click here


For a special sweeper also from WipeOut, with dodgeballs instead.

click here

i laughed my ass off

Sunday, September 13

my sister.

she's currently doing the make up for One Buck Short for their very first proper music video, anyone interested to be in the MTV pls contact b4 this coming sunday.

How seious i was.

When i know i was given the honor to lead the pnw session for CF. I was dead serious. It wasn't just any person singing in the shower, when they just hum the melody when they don't know the lyrics. I made sure i knew the lyrics while i was practising.

So this is what i did.










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Woke up and bathe got ready for church.

Uncle Sidney was late today cos of the jam. So i waited for 40 mins, sang some gospel songs while waiting at the guardhouse. When Uncle Sidney's finally there to pick me up, he dashed to church and kept apologizing on the way. Hahaha he's so adorable. I texted Lim Chin my kingdom keys teacher, and told her that i'm going to be late. Then i saw Nigel and Leanne. NIGEL... hahahaha.. He's cute.

So teacher asked, do you believe in creation or evolution. So teacher questioned Nigel, Leann and me!

3of the siblings were late and so basically we had a debate or smth of that sort. I've got potential man! HHAHAHAHAH.

Went up to pnw and Battle of the Zone, charade or however you spell it. It's really funny.

Went for dinner after that with Eunice and Peter at OTWC.

Went home, baby called and said that chun weng decided to stay over for the night. So I told him that he's gonna sneak you out with him. Baby hid the house keys HAHAHAHA. So chun weng bugged him again and again. When i manage to ''hump'' (hum) baby to sleep with the songs i did for CF. CW woke him up =.= he's such an ass.

Then baby just called again and i just hum him to bed again.
I was making dirty songs out of lullabies.

like, Rock a my baby? However you spell it i suck with lullaby.

Rock on my baby , suck my big cock,
you know you will love it, just pls dun stop.

Corrupted mind. =(

But i asked for forgiveness anyway.

Had a headache tilll deathe. wanted to die but didnt.



Friday, September 11

Why cant he....?!

As i mentioned in the previous post. Pastor Danny came to CF today, to live abundantly, live our life to the fullest, i chose to cast smth out of me and clothe myself with loyalty.

But i've forgotten to speak against jealousy and also ego that's been occupying so much of me.

It's always about why can't she put herself in my shoes? Why can't she just do this little bit of a favor for me? It's not that difficult!


Why cant he do this? Why cant he do that? WHY WHY WHY.


Why cant you put yourself in other's shoes. I've been complaining abt my mother, why can't she just find sometime and spend sometime with me, ask me how was my day. What i did in school, how's my friends and all. Why do we always expect the other party to iniatiate. WHY cant we take the first step that pride, ego hold the others back?


Let me tell you smth, if you spend your day wondering, why can't he just apologize and forget about it? Why cant she just take it and shut up? Why my parents dont understand me? Why is it that my brother or sister have to find fault with me? WHY.


STOP IT. You'll live a very miserable life, becos you're putting ur mood and your day at other ppl's mercy. Now what the heck am i talking about? It means, if someone tries to set you off, you have a choice, to react- get angry cos he offended you or ignore cos there's no point getting mad.


If you're seeking help, a simple favor from someone, and that particular someone refused to give you a hand, will you get mad? or will you find someone else? or will you give up immediately?
When you seek help, do not fully depend on that very person. He or she has their own life and you cant just make them help or ''serve'' you everytime.

The correct decision of living a peaceful life amongst each other, will make your day. Put a smile on your face, don't be stingy with your compliments to others, choose to be happy and not grumpy. This way, no one can make you angry or sad or feel like a wreck. You control your own mood and your day, you design your day your own way.


Instead of why cant he or why cant they/ why cant you - putting the blame on others, change to why can't I do the right thing? why can't I take the first step, Why can't i listen to my mother's problems more? Why is it that i never understand what she's thinking? Why cant I? is much better than Why cant he.


One simple word that explains, you pick, self-centeredness or a short and ugly word, ego.



Jealousy.

I've always been jealous of my siblings and even my sister-in-law. Why is it that she only buy her favourite food for her and never for me? Why is it that she only seems to be enthusiastic about their return and not mind? Why is it that she always think about her more than she does of me? Why is it that she picked to help him out and not me?


Why cant I think? Why cant I say, why can't I buy smth nice for my mother, well if you cant afford make one. Well if you're lazy or busy or too fussy bout other ppl's work. Send a text msg, saying i love you, is more than enough. Of cos you dont have to write a whoooooooooole long freakin essay in tthat specific text laa.. But if you want to, why not?


Of cos don't write the below :

(someone), i truly love you from the bottom of my heart. I get it that it's a hard life for you to have brought me up and raise me to become who i am now, BUT.... why cant I get the new phone that i want so badly, why cant I get the car that I wan, ohhhh that so very beautiful car.



And all the WHYS come in, no. YOU DON'T GET IT..


IF you know your msg's gonna be this long, just keep it short.


(someone), i love you.


end of story. short and sweet.

Jealousy kills and it's also included in one of the seven deadliest sins, if i'm not mistaken.



As today i cast smth out of me and clothed myself with loyalty, speak against jealousy and welcome faith in my life, whack the heck of ego, kick it out of my life and learn to have more compassion.



I've made my decision. How bout you? Dont drag it. You'll never know if there's a tomoro.



mama i'm sorry for being so NOT understanding.
thank you for always tolerating with me.
thank you for always squashing me when we sleep together.
thank you mother for feeding me
thank you for holding my hand patiently when you first taught me to write my first alphabet.
thank you for being alive.



Thank you Jesus, Oh Lord, pls help my unbelief!
Help me live an abundant life.


My very first!

To keep the boring part short. School was boring. We had a workshop with Pn.Rema, we've been seeing her a lot lately, a lot, and as expected the supposingly workshop was used to finish up the syllabus. basically. no workshop.

donee.


after the workshop i went to the bball court with baby and saw michelle, then baby went back up to pick up his bag alone =( and me and michelle went for cf pnw practise. It was awesome, i had fears and doubt, we all prayed. All of this so very new to me yet so exciting.


Hui Jan's such an awesome guitarist! She's really alert all the time and she knows what to do. Phoebe has been very very patient with me teaching me what i should do, guiding me with how i should keep the flow going along with Hon Zhen, Sarah and Michelle! They're extremely supportive and sporting! We had a good time practising and also worshipping the Lord!

CF was just great. Wish baby was there to listen to Pastor Danny. After CF ended, the ''leftovers''( ppl) arranged the tables and then we left.

Dad picked me up with the bike again! It's really really fun! It reminds me of my childhood when he would always bring me around with that old bike and at every bump. I'd still smile.

I still remember during the hols when he first came with the bike, i was like really shocked. WTH, why the bike?!


He asked me,

When was the last time you went on a bike?

Uh... six years old??

What?? But u've been on the bike since six months old!

Really? Waw.



Well, no matter i was on the bike since 6 months old, was 6 years old or just 6 hours ago.
I still love being on the bike.





THE END.
On this day of your life, Jane, we believe God wants you to know...
... that you don't go to find meaning in life, you bring meaning to your life.

Meaning isn't something out there waiting for you to discover. The meaning of your life is what you infuse it with - beauty or ugliness, happiness or sadness. It is totally your choice, and God wants it to be your choice because God gave you free will.

Wednesday, September 9

090909

Yes! It is 090909. A date so many couples chose to register, as i am way outta topic, i'd like to go back to my original purpose for writing this post.


Today had Biology P1 AND P2. SUCKED BADLY. as usual =(


After school, Michelle came over and we waited till Hui Jan showed up alone with her guitar. She then asked for Hon Zhen but i haven seen him yet. So she went down, me and Michelle chatted... Til when all of them came up we started practising. We changed a song to My Redeemer Lives and and and it was really really really fun! Phoebe was guiding me through stuff and taught me how to fill in the spaces. Sarah and Hon Zhen together with Michelle was a real fun. We laughed a lot, but the thing is i can't believe they thought i was feeling uncomfortable. No way! I was having lotsa fun learning smth that you cant find in text books. Plus, this is new for me, i really need someone to guide me and right there stood a person much more experienced than me along with my friends.


Over it all, it was fun! They left early at 3pm while me and mich stayed till 3 30pm. We did the songs again and again together with the prayers.

Thanks darling!

I love you!



thank you bby for being extremely supportive!


Just hope i will be able to make things go smoothly and memorise the lyrics by time. and not screw up. Lord pls help me.






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i was desperate for fish. and as usual bby pamper me a lot. So he came in a cab and brought me out for fish. It was round late 7pm. Mom's refusing to let me go cos she dont know how to transfer her files from her laptop to her new note book with a pendrive and it appears selecting the files she wans it's way beyond her realm. but still i love u ma..

i spent another 20 mins teaching her and bby waited outside for 20 mins in the cab. LOL i'm so so so so so darn sorry love.. When we finally reach Woh Fung. The fish! came.. Then my mom's caller ID showed up on my phone's screen.

The fish'll hafta wait.

After i hung up. Both me and bby digged in. HAHAHAHAHAHHA FISH.


I love fish. I love Alan and i love to eat fish with Alan.

He sent me back. Study. ROT AND DIE.



peace out

Tuesday, September 8

Random

today's tuesday! ''school reopen'' and felt different cos bby started walking around without using his crutches. So he's pretty happy the guys cant bully him anymore i guess. SUCK IT UP SUCKERS!


Had a small talk in library with Hon Zhen and Phoebe and JJ. JJ claims that i'm boring. LOL.

Went to physics lab, after a while, we were actually suppose to combine class with 5B- bby's class HHAHAHAHAHAH. So i forced bby to come to APD1 cos teacher's afraid her humble lab's not able to squeeze all of us in. It's freaking hot anyway.

Dinner, Had it with bby and Woh Fung cos i was DAM DESPERATE for fish. I love eating fish and i haven been eating for fish for ages. So i craved for fish, but mom's not feeling well and so bby brought me out for dinner. FISH. well he liked it i liked it too. We had a walk till we finally got a cab. It was windy. It was such a long time since he held my waist while we were walking becos b4 this he had his both hands on both handles of his crutches.


He sent me home. Then yaaa continue texting as usual. I love him I love fish in Woh Fung. I love him again.


nites.


peace out.

Sunday, September 6

2001

The year and event which everyone will always remember.

9 11.

One of the legendary terrorist attacks.

I was watching one of the documentaries on the history channel.

Watching the ppl struggle and as terror strikes them. Heroes and desperate ppls ran helplessly.

When the World Trade Center collapsed, civilians were being chased by huge dark clouds of dust, threeatening to engulf them. They ran for their life. Trapped in the misty and dense air, filled with dust particles. Their nostrils hurt so much that it burns when they inhale. The worries they had when one of their loved ones were in the World Trade Center. They kept trying to get contact with their loved ones. The phone lines were jammed, some were lucky enough to get through, and said their last goodbyes.


The ppl in the building called 911, to get further instructions but they know they're dying and all they can do is sit there and wait for the God to pick them back to his kingdom, and for some, it weren't even their time to leave yet, many of them still had many things to accomplish, to have a family, to further their studies, to get married, travel around the world and so many other dreams. They were caught in surprise, they were just doing their work and minding their own business, outta no where a passenger plane just came crashing in.


In Pennsylvania, the plane crashed but not to their target.

For the Pentagon, the weather weren't on their side I guess, They only manage to crash at one of the sides of the Pentagon, not the hearts of it.



Well of course, the victims of the hijacked planes, Flight 93 had a good battle against the hijackers and manage to break into the cockpit seconds before crashing. Ppl on board called home to their parents, wife and loved ones and bid them goodbye. Told them that they loved them. The brave warriors of flight 93, took down 2 of the hijackers and bust their way in the cockpit using the service trolley and boiled lots of hot water to attack the hijackers with whatever they have. With skills or without, the martial art artists fought and the inexperieced just claw their way through. The fought at their best although the fear of dying bore holes in their hearts silently. They took a deep breath and just went for it. From the blackbox, and from the phone calls made from the air plane to the homes of the victim's loved ones. The contacted ones remembered every line and every back ground voices, panicking, and the messages spread through media and documentaries.


It was touching, it was just so unreal, it was like a nightmare.


It still gives me goosebumps everytime i watch documentaries about it or at the thought of it, i'd feel sad and grateful that i'm still alive, grateful that i wasn't caught by surprise and burnt severly to death. I didn't have to jump out of the windows at 80+ floors. Waving with your top hoping rescue would come to you.


Dun live a vengeful life, you'd never know when the person you're holding grudge on will leave.






RIP.




Friday, September 4

Ma.. This is for you.

I FUCKING LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCh!

i know now you know how to online already. Know how to check mail d.. Know how to log in msn d. But you're still so obsessed with your homework. and u dun have my blog address still =]


anyway. why do i say that I FUCKING LOVE MY MOM? that's becos.


number 1.

i haven got my driving license.




number 2.

i didnt ask for a car.



number 3.


i dunno how to drive at all.






number 4.

SHE GOT ME A FREAKING CAR!






so yes i do love her.. mayb just a lil FUCKING ALOT! =]

ya mom. dun worry i wun swear in front of u ya? =p




i... looooooooooooooooooooove... you!








i love my kancil too. xoxo

Wednesday, September 2

On this day of your life, Jane, we believe God wants you to know...
... that the answers are within you.

You're chasing in the wrong field. What you are looking for is inside of you, not 'out there'. Take a few days off to become quiet and look within, and you will find it.
On this day of your life, Jane, we believe God wants you to know...
... that work begins when you don't like what you are doing.

Little children can do the most amazing things with such joy and fun. You were little once too, and knew how to turn everything into a game. So, turn your work into a game, and you will find joy and satisfaction in it. What are some ways you can start being playful with work?

Tuesday, September 1

Merdeka girls

Copied elly's title but whatever. It was a fun fun day! Met up with mei hwa, elly, michelle and carmen. Crazy. dam crazy.


love them always.

xoxo





















making fun of carmen. keke.
























crazy!