How are you spending ur last day of 2007? With ur family frens? or alone at home doing things that oni satisfy urself. a new year is coming. get along with ur family for this special day as it is never b4 and never again day just like every other days but tomoro it's a public holiday. A new year it's already here. Have u prepared everything for it? New stuffs are going to come going to happen are u ready to face it yet?
I'm now alone awake in the house while all the others are sleeping.. The last day of the year mostly i would hope to spend with someone i truly care about or someone who truly cares abt me.. But then i found out that sometimes u jus suddenly dissapeared for so many times in a row ppl jus dun give a fcuk. believe me.. i didn't really nid much attention but sometimes getting attention makes u feel that u're not abandoned. Today was a emotional day. Lucky to have someone dearest to me to talk to even though he was busy to me. When everything is falling apart he'll always be there for me. Mostly i would onli be sad abt my family probs as my family is BIG problem. so. parents divorced and now together but with an extra 3rd party. Everything that i care of, my mom just ignore me..
For what i've always know that mothers love their children the most more than their husband as expected. my mom already have lots and lots of blessings
children like us who still talks to her joke laugh tease and share. children who doesnt take drugs create problems or make her worry.. we're independant and we're already working. 38 at all times and a laughing sack. she's got all she nid money food love care and problems. but she just nid the BIGGEST PROBLEM. which is so unfortunately my dad. leaving us behind and trying her best to get my father back. 3 of us definitely disagree her for being together with my father again as my father never take relationships seriously. especially without sex. he would die without it. last day of 2007, he came for dinner and said wanted to go watch fireworks but then a sudden call came he left without informing us. we tot he would come back until we called him and he said he sneaked off for some other appointments.. so the last day of 2007, forsaken by a useless dad. as already forsaken for a long time but this time it really pisses me off.
i'm not a violent person but sometimes i just feel like using just garden sheers to cut his toes one by one. use the nail clippers to pinch his skin and skin him. stuffing a key into his eye and force him to take it out. make him cry like hell. suffer and feel the pain in every inch of his body. cut him and avoid all the major arteries so he'll nid more time to die.. to have water entering his lungs and letting him to feel it would be just fantastic.
anyway skip it. sorry for being so lame as sometimes my father can be really dumb =) although i'm alone now but then it feels weird cos it's gonna be another new year but then... we're not celebrating at all.. what's the matter man.. no spirits! dam~ i'm missing a lot of ppl now..
since a new year is coming i hope to apologize to everyone that i have aggrivated or teased or offended i am very veyr sorri and hope that u would forgive me as i wouldnt want u to hate me again. i hope everyone would have a really nice new year. how u wan ur day to be like u decide urself. if u wanna be happy then ppl getting emotional or accusing u wouldn't affect ur day as u choose not to be affected =) be who u wan to be.. heard of ' i am therefore i am'? think abt it. theres 10 more mins away to a new 1st of january 2008. and i know that i would definitely be hard for me to change the habit of writing 2007.
anyway i'm not gonna stay up till midnite or the new year so..
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!~~
Monday, December 31
Sunday, December 16
Something's Wrong
I've never since young like kids. I've always thought that they're juz pure troubles and noise.Now that i've got a closer view of kids. They are cute. Very cute indeed. When troubles come if u deal it well, they're even cuter.Some emotional times when they see you crying, they would approach you juz a simple smile or just show concern. It's like they just brighten you up. You would straight away hug them and just let it out. It's hard holding back things. Especially feelings. I remember mom said, married woman or jus ladies. When you hold back ur tears or pressurise urself. It's very easy to get breast cancer..
Something's wrong, i'm actually starting to like kids. Especially the normal born kids but not pampered and others. Children are such wonders when they would learn to care help and love. I'm currently a swimming instructor, mostly teaching kids to swim not ready for adults yet but working on it. I teach all 4 strokes breast back fly free. So back to the point. We're now trying to ask our students to put back the things they used after class.(we supply swimming boards flippers pull buoys for them to use but our company's property). Some of the students no matter how many times u remind them, mayb they dun do it or they forgotten, i dont know but they just wont do it. They onli have to put back the ones they use. Is it that hard? To have a little responsible for the things u use? So some of the students, they're just doing their part perfectly. Very very good students . Unexpectly, the poor students have big big ego. For my rich students even they have their own driver and individual maids. They would even help putting back those who didn't put it. They would help me pick up the left overs. But there are also rich students that wouldnt listen and thinks juz becos they're rich they can do anything they want. As long as their parents cooperate with us everything would be fine =)
I felt truly touch to have someone helping me although i've been torturing them(mayb). They still put a smile on their face after doing it. There's always laughing crying screaming scaring pushing running drowning improving scolding winning losing learning slipping complaining and so on.. but not drowning of cos. other than that. Sometimes it's not easy to deal with the probs if a child is too pampered. Problems come u chuck them aside but they're still there. Although they're young but it's always good to have some preparation. Bit by bit so by the time he grow up he would be tough enuff to face problems and solve them. Take them in instead of just running away from them.
Something's wrong, i'm actually starting to like kids. Especially the normal born kids but not pampered and others. Children are such wonders when they would learn to care help and love. I'm currently a swimming instructor, mostly teaching kids to swim not ready for adults yet but working on it. I teach all 4 strokes breast back fly free. So back to the point. We're now trying to ask our students to put back the things they used after class.(we supply swimming boards flippers pull buoys for them to use but our company's property). Some of the students no matter how many times u remind them, mayb they dun do it or they forgotten, i dont know but they just wont do it. They onli have to put back the ones they use. Is it that hard? To have a little responsible for the things u use? So some of the students, they're just doing their part perfectly. Very very good students . Unexpectly, the poor students have big big ego. For my rich students even they have their own driver and individual maids. They would even help putting back those who didn't put it. They would help me pick up the left overs. But there are also rich students that wouldnt listen and thinks juz becos they're rich they can do anything they want. As long as their parents cooperate with us everything would be fine =)
I felt truly touch to have someone helping me although i've been torturing them(mayb). They still put a smile on their face after doing it. There's always laughing crying screaming scaring pushing running drowning improving scolding winning losing learning slipping complaining and so on.. but not drowning of cos. other than that. Sometimes it's not easy to deal with the probs if a child is too pampered. Problems come u chuck them aside but they're still there. Although they're young but it's always good to have some preparation. Bit by bit so by the time he grow up he would be tough enuff to face problems and solve them. Take them in instead of just running away from them.
Tuesday, November 27
Friday, November 16
A Simple Touch
A simple touch can touch someone's heart. A simple touch can make someone happy. A simple touch can make so many great things. So why not do it? Haven been blogging for a long time cos ran out of idea what to write. A simple touch worth a lot to someone who really needs it. A hug, a kiss, means a lot to someone. Giving hugs and kisses shows that u're compassionate about them. Simple things can change how ppl look at u. Doing something small can make someone really happy. Even doing nothing will make ppl laugh. Saying some words that aggrivates a person isnt funny. Being selfish to urself is useless. What u did is what u get.
There are always times that we need someone to talk to, hoping someone can just give us some soothing words or juz a hug. Even a pat at the shoulder will be useful. Giving condolence at the right time. When we do something for someone willingly, dont ask for a pay back dont even expect. Is not that u cant but is better that u dont. A remember there was once something happen to my relationships between my bf and bfs. Something went really wrong. i had 3 really close frens. One was the one who is she and my best fren that i tell everything to is her accomplice, leave behind my most compassionate fren. I was very very down for the one whole week and also angry. I was outside the school's toilet and she was there. She was talking to me then suddenly she gave me a hug. She knew it's definitely not okay with me. I broke down on her shoulders, i realise there are lots of things that we cant hold back especially feelings, decisions and so much more.
After breaking down, it wasnt that heavy anymore. i can feel that i dont have so much to keep. i'm always those type that really hides and holds back feelings everytime. Dont wanna show our weak side. Actually, crying doesn't make u weak. Getting angry makes u weak. Crying is a brave thing to do, especially for guys. Getting angry means someone can aggrivate u easily shows that u're weak. It's not necessary to be defensive at all times. Sometimes we have to let ourselves out. Dun stay too much indoor, get out and take in some fresh air ( if u can find any ). A simple touch, no matter a pat, u hold or hug. Whether is just a while or for a long time. In our lifes we always need love. Everyone needs it. Give and take. Show that u're compassionate and ppl would be nicer to u. U're not the onli one who nids someone to talk to. There are lots of ppl who nid it too.
Although to the girls around me now thinks that if some guys or evene gurls hold their hands is harrassing. It's not lar pls. It is important that when u're consoling someone, ur mind is clean and ur partner's as well. A dirty mind while consoling and too much moves is not that good. Ppl might have the wrong idea.
So there, now u know how much a simple touch can mean. Go out and talk and touch ppl's heart. Assuringly it's not hard to find ppl who needs attention. Those ppl that u ignored all times, is perhaps deeply hurt inside. Perhaps u can make her or him smile again.
There are always times that we need someone to talk to, hoping someone can just give us some soothing words or juz a hug. Even a pat at the shoulder will be useful. Giving condolence at the right time. When we do something for someone willingly, dont ask for a pay back dont even expect. Is not that u cant but is better that u dont. A remember there was once something happen to my relationships between my bf and bfs. Something went really wrong. i had 3 really close frens. One was the one who is she and my best fren that i tell everything to is her accomplice, leave behind my most compassionate fren. I was very very down for the one whole week and also angry. I was outside the school's toilet and she was there. She was talking to me then suddenly she gave me a hug. She knew it's definitely not okay with me. I broke down on her shoulders, i realise there are lots of things that we cant hold back especially feelings, decisions and so much more.
After breaking down, it wasnt that heavy anymore. i can feel that i dont have so much to keep. i'm always those type that really hides and holds back feelings everytime. Dont wanna show our weak side. Actually, crying doesn't make u weak. Getting angry makes u weak. Crying is a brave thing to do, especially for guys. Getting angry means someone can aggrivate u easily shows that u're weak. It's not necessary to be defensive at all times. Sometimes we have to let ourselves out. Dun stay too much indoor, get out and take in some fresh air ( if u can find any ). A simple touch, no matter a pat, u hold or hug. Whether is just a while or for a long time. In our lifes we always need love. Everyone needs it. Give and take. Show that u're compassionate and ppl would be nicer to u. U're not the onli one who nids someone to talk to. There are lots of ppl who nid it too.
Although to the girls around me now thinks that if some guys or evene gurls hold their hands is harrassing. It's not lar pls. It is important that when u're consoling someone, ur mind is clean and ur partner's as well. A dirty mind while consoling and too much moves is not that good. Ppl might have the wrong idea.
So there, now u know how much a simple touch can mean. Go out and talk and touch ppl's heart. Assuringly it's not hard to find ppl who needs attention. Those ppl that u ignored all times, is perhaps deeply hurt inside. Perhaps u can make her or him smile again.
Friday, September 28
Passing through time~
my teacher taught me this.. when u're writing an essay.. whatever essay topic it is.. remember our five senses.. wat we saw watwe heard wat we smell wat we ate and also our common sense.. and writing an essay since we cant touch the person hu's gonna marks our paper's head.. coz their uz soooo smart.. we'll touch their hearts... write something extra ordinary.. write something funny or watever.. tat day my teacher gave me an idea.. so i wrote this..
HOW YOU SPENT YOUR LAST VACATION
After our final exams, Christmas is just around the corner. My parents were planning since long time ago to the beach.. After a hard year, it is time for us to relax ourselves before we start another year of something new.
It was a bright and cooling day, we woke up early in the morning to pack up some sandwiches and also mats for our small picnic along the beach. Buckets for the sea shells and tools for the sandcastles. On the way there we were very excited, especially to my 4 year old sister, Monique. This is her first time going to the beach. Since the day that mother said we are going to the beach. She has been talking a lot about it. The view was really breath taking. When we were near the beach we winded down our window for some fresh air. As the wind were rushing towards my face, i recalled the experienced that i had when i was young.
Back then, Monique was not born yet. My parents and I went for a trip to the beach. I was exactly like Monique. Excited about the beach and so on. A sunny day it was when we reached the beach. we were there around noon, we had our lunch on the way there and the sea food was awesome. It was the taste that i've been craving for a long time. We changed into our bathing suits and three of us applied sun tan lotion for each other. We were playing hide and seek together with the other children that were there. We became friends in split seconds. I was the one whom suppose to seek.
I was running around looking for them. They lived there, so they knew the secret hiding places. Suddenly i ran into a boy sitting under the tree wearing tinted glasses. I thought something happened to my friend, so i stared at him from far. He pulled out a bag behind him and he was leaning against the coconut tree. He was wearing some torn T shirts and a pair of grey pants. He took out some bread from the beg and chewed it really slowly. I knew something was wrong, so i remain my position and observed longer. I found out that he was alone there for sometime. I spotted some of my friends coming out because they have been hiding for sometime and yet i have not find them.
After a while, i went closer to him. He turned his head towards me but yet when i was right beside him. He did not look up to me. I saw scars on his tanned face, suddenly he got hold of my leg and started touch it. I was afraid that he was some perverts or whatever, but i could not scream. Finally he looked up to me when he stopped. I took away his glasses and i found that, he's blind. He was forsaken by his family because they could not afford to take care of him. He told me about the story of his life, i was so sad. i brought him to my father and told him everything. My father hesitated for sometime after me telling him the story.
We played together with the boy, we also shared our food with him. He was so hungry that he was gobbling as we asked him to eat slowly. I played with him the whole day. I also introduced him to my friends there. He did not really wanted to at first because he have not been noticeable and he was really shy. Some of my friends bullied him as well. So i brought him away from them and we built sand castles together. After having a good time along the beach. When we were heading home. We brought him to the police station. We made a report and the police said that they will take good care of him.
Not far after we left the police station. Something happened to our car. When we were leaving the town, stationary. Mom and dad got down of the car to see wat was wrong. Suddenly we saw the boy running towards us. He was not wearing any shoes. He heard our voices and he recognise our engine. I did not know how he got out but he did. He brought us to some place in town and fixed the car. He said he wanted to thank us badly before we leave.
We told Monique about the story. She maybe thought that it was a story? I do not know. I'm really looking forward to meet the boy again. It was a really great time that we had. Unfortunately, i did not get to see him again. I have learnt that all of us are passing through time so fast. There are many people who needs help out there. If we just rushed through our life, we may miss the chance to see really something very beautiful and also needies out there. Hopefully to help more of others.
HOW YOU SPENT YOUR LAST VACATION
After our final exams, Christmas is just around the corner. My parents were planning since long time ago to the beach.. After a hard year, it is time for us to relax ourselves before we start another year of something new.
It was a bright and cooling day, we woke up early in the morning to pack up some sandwiches and also mats for our small picnic along the beach. Buckets for the sea shells and tools for the sandcastles. On the way there we were very excited, especially to my 4 year old sister, Monique. This is her first time going to the beach. Since the day that mother said we are going to the beach. She has been talking a lot about it. The view was really breath taking. When we were near the beach we winded down our window for some fresh air. As the wind were rushing towards my face, i recalled the experienced that i had when i was young.
Back then, Monique was not born yet. My parents and I went for a trip to the beach. I was exactly like Monique. Excited about the beach and so on. A sunny day it was when we reached the beach. we were there around noon, we had our lunch on the way there and the sea food was awesome. It was the taste that i've been craving for a long time. We changed into our bathing suits and three of us applied sun tan lotion for each other. We were playing hide and seek together with the other children that were there. We became friends in split seconds. I was the one whom suppose to seek.
I was running around looking for them. They lived there, so they knew the secret hiding places. Suddenly i ran into a boy sitting under the tree wearing tinted glasses. I thought something happened to my friend, so i stared at him from far. He pulled out a bag behind him and he was leaning against the coconut tree. He was wearing some torn T shirts and a pair of grey pants. He took out some bread from the beg and chewed it really slowly. I knew something was wrong, so i remain my position and observed longer. I found out that he was alone there for sometime. I spotted some of my friends coming out because they have been hiding for sometime and yet i have not find them.
After a while, i went closer to him. He turned his head towards me but yet when i was right beside him. He did not look up to me. I saw scars on his tanned face, suddenly he got hold of my leg and started touch it. I was afraid that he was some perverts or whatever, but i could not scream. Finally he looked up to me when he stopped. I took away his glasses and i found that, he's blind. He was forsaken by his family because they could not afford to take care of him. He told me about the story of his life, i was so sad. i brought him to my father and told him everything. My father hesitated for sometime after me telling him the story.
We played together with the boy, we also shared our food with him. He was so hungry that he was gobbling as we asked him to eat slowly. I played with him the whole day. I also introduced him to my friends there. He did not really wanted to at first because he have not been noticeable and he was really shy. Some of my friends bullied him as well. So i brought him away from them and we built sand castles together. After having a good time along the beach. When we were heading home. We brought him to the police station. We made a report and the police said that they will take good care of him.
Not far after we left the police station. Something happened to our car. When we were leaving the town, stationary. Mom and dad got down of the car to see wat was wrong. Suddenly we saw the boy running towards us. He was not wearing any shoes. He heard our voices and he recognise our engine. I did not know how he got out but he did. He brought us to some place in town and fixed the car. He said he wanted to thank us badly before we leave.
We told Monique about the story. She maybe thought that it was a story? I do not know. I'm really looking forward to meet the boy again. It was a really great time that we had. Unfortunately, i did not get to see him again. I have learnt that all of us are passing through time so fast. There are many people who needs help out there. If we just rushed through our life, we may miss the chance to see really something very beautiful and also needies out there. Hopefully to help more of others.
Tuesday, September 25
=)
Confidence :
once all villagers decided to pray for rain ,
on the day of prayer all people gathered.
&
only one booy came with umbrella thats confidence.
Trust :
trust soould be like feeling of a one year old baby when u throw him in the air,
he laughs...
becoz he knows u will catch him.
Hope :
everynite we go to bed, have no assurance to get up alive in the next morning but still we've plans for coming day..
keep confidence
never lose hope
once all villagers decided to pray for rain ,
on the day of prayer all people gathered.
&
only one booy came with umbrella thats confidence.
Trust :
trust soould be like feeling of a one year old baby when u throw him in the air,
he laughs...
becoz he knows u will catch him.
Hope :
everynite we go to bed, have no assurance to get up alive in the next morning but still we've plans for coming day..
keep confidence
never lose hope
Monday, September 24
someday~
someday.. we're gonna dance with does liarss~~~ nonono.. jk jk.. hahahaha.. not the song someday.. but it's nice anyway..
Well life it's really really hard without a sony ericsson walkman phone T.T my father got freaked out when hhe heard i lost my phone.. u know whyyy~~~?? beccoz he'll have to buy me another one again lor.. that's y he soooooooooooo dam freaking worried.. >.< luckily my birthday is coming =) so tomoro nite will be a nite in victoria station i hope.. if not then chilli's also can.. i certainly wun mind having dinner in the ship =) haahaa... san francisco steakhouse also not bad.. hmmm.. anyway have to let my mom choose.. but this time i'm gonna assist her no matter wert.. becoz last year.. she say she wan go petaling street eat =.= eat rice somemore..
we're geting older day by day.. i found out that quite a lot of ppl in my age hasnt really tot of wat they're gonna do in their future.. and i dun understand some teachers will give example like.. if u dun study now next time u'll work as wert? wert in alam flora? or indah water?
hey come on wat's wrong with that.. if nobody does those jobs then where our faeces go oh? u eat ah teacher? old d u eat lor k? cannot work d ma.. =.= siaooo.. everyne has wat their good in.. the main thing is to dig out wat's inside that really interest us and we certainly wun mind doing it for our whole life =) if u're a lover of music like me then mayb u should try picking up some music instrument and start playing.. hu knows? mayb someday u'll end up to be the next LEE HOM~~~~~ drool* hahahaha or the next zhang hui mei...~~ wah..
some ppl can study 24 hours none stop.. u cant say their abnormal coz i can play piano 24 7 as well =) some ppl play game 24 7.. playing games.. is not a bad thing.. it's beneficial yet bad for health.. if u're a good observer and u wanna learn who knows.. mayb u'll become a game producer? to have an ambition is to train from young.. some parent's onli tell their children? like that u dunno ah? this one also dunno how to do?
to all the parents... if ur children turned bad it's ur fault dun blame it on ur children.. whatever's wrong is with ur child is all becoz of u.. if u educated him well enuff he wun be so rebellious.. he wun be taking drugs smoking weed or being into some sort of crime.. u didn't educate him since young.. parents always blame and says dunno what kinda fren he mix with lar.. get all the bad influence from their frens lar this lar that lar.. think again.. if u have formed a firm base since young u wun have any problem building up ur child.. if u always keep in contact with wat's happening to ur child it's a really good way of communicating.. pick up classes of how to educate ur child not juz to scold and whack them..
they're things that some ppl are not good in.. like studies.. basic skills, bravery or so many things else.. having to find out that u're interested in something that's more unique than other ppl.. its okie..u're not abnormall.. it's totally fine.. do what u wan it's ur life.. make sure whatever u're doing is not hurting others..
Well life it's really really hard without a sony ericsson walkman phone T.T my father got freaked out when hhe heard i lost my phone.. u know whyyy~~~?? beccoz he'll have to buy me another one again lor.. that's y he soooooooooooo dam freaking worried.. >.< luckily my birthday is coming =) so tomoro nite will be a nite in victoria station i hope.. if not then chilli's also can.. i certainly wun mind having dinner in the ship =) haahaa... san francisco steakhouse also not bad.. hmmm.. anyway have to let my mom choose.. but this time i'm gonna assist her no matter wert.. becoz last year.. she say she wan go petaling street eat =.= eat rice somemore..
we're geting older day by day.. i found out that quite a lot of ppl in my age hasnt really tot of wat they're gonna do in their future.. and i dun understand some teachers will give example like.. if u dun study now next time u'll work as wert? wert in alam flora? or indah water?
hey come on wat's wrong with that.. if nobody does those jobs then where our faeces go oh? u eat ah teacher? old d u eat lor k? cannot work d ma.. =.= siaooo.. everyne has wat their good in.. the main thing is to dig out wat's inside that really interest us and we certainly wun mind doing it for our whole life =) if u're a lover of music like me then mayb u should try picking up some music instrument and start playing.. hu knows? mayb someday u'll end up to be the next LEE HOM~~~~~ drool* hahahaha or the next zhang hui mei...~~ wah..
some ppl can study 24 hours none stop.. u cant say their abnormal coz i can play piano 24 7 as well =) some ppl play game 24 7.. playing games.. is not a bad thing.. it's beneficial yet bad for health.. if u're a good observer and u wanna learn who knows.. mayb u'll become a game producer? to have an ambition is to train from young.. some parent's onli tell their children? like that u dunno ah? this one also dunno how to do?
to all the parents... if ur children turned bad it's ur fault dun blame it on ur children.. whatever's wrong is with ur child is all becoz of u.. if u educated him well enuff he wun be so rebellious.. he wun be taking drugs smoking weed or being into some sort of crime.. u didn't educate him since young.. parents always blame and says dunno what kinda fren he mix with lar.. get all the bad influence from their frens lar this lar that lar.. think again.. if u have formed a firm base since young u wun have any problem building up ur child.. if u always keep in contact with wat's happening to ur child it's a really good way of communicating.. pick up classes of how to educate ur child not juz to scold and whack them..
they're things that some ppl are not good in.. like studies.. basic skills, bravery or so many things else.. having to find out that u're interested in something that's more unique than other ppl.. its okie..u're not abnormall.. it's totally fine.. do what u wan it's ur life.. make sure whatever u're doing is not hurting others..
Friday, September 21
bad week but great daay =)
IT'S a dang bad week for me.. someone stole my phone and icant go to nan jing for lee hom's concert.. someone broke my bear bear.. wat now? my puppy is dying tomoro? if that really happens i'm gonna slaughter myself cut all the major arteries and bleed to death.. it's a bad bad bad bad weekk....
luckily =) today is a friday!!! every friday s great no matter wert.. so? it's GOOD FRIDAY!!! and also.. somemore juz now ah! i wans playing piano then my sister was doing make up for her fren and herself as well coz today their prom nite in MANDRIN ORIENTAL~~~~ she look great =) make up as well.. and she's gonna wear the KILLING SHOES... i wore it ones and dunno walked for howw many hours until i juz hope i can take it off in sungei wang >.<
enjoyed my day a lot.. phone stolen =) and also.. juz now a i fried chicken until over cook d ahaaaahaa 'loong' d... so i'll have to eat it.. O GOD U love me rite? pls let me die of heart attack tomoro coz too many oil block my tube or watever tube lar pls lar T.T let me die... i lost my dam memmory card T.T i wan back my memory card... MY MEMORY CARD AND MY SIM... MY CELCOM SIM.. CELCOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! somemore lee hom coming to promote for his album ler... dun play like tis lar... my SIM..... =( aiks.....
anyone.... LOVE TE RINGG =)
luckily =) today is a friday!!! every friday s great no matter wert.. so? it's GOOD FRIDAY!!! and also.. somemore juz now ah! i wans playing piano then my sister was doing make up for her fren and herself as well coz today their prom nite in MANDRIN ORIENTAL~~~~ she look great =) make up as well.. and she's gonna wear the KILLING SHOES... i wore it ones and dunno walked for howw many hours until i juz hope i can take it off in sungei wang >.<
enjoyed my day a lot.. phone stolen =) and also.. juz now a i fried chicken until over cook d ahaaaahaa 'loong' d... so i'll have to eat it.. O GOD U love me rite? pls let me die of heart attack tomoro coz too many oil block my tube or watever tube lar pls lar T.T let me die... i lost my dam memmory card T.T i wan back my memory card... MY MEMORY CARD AND MY SIM... MY CELCOM SIM.. CELCOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! somemore lee hom coming to promote for his album ler... dun play like tis lar... my SIM..... =( aiks.....
anyone.... LOVE TE RINGG =)
it's bad to steal
Hell ya!!!! it's dam freaking bad to steal... TO THE SUCKER WHO STOLE MY PHONE... take that stupid pone and juz gimme back my memory card and my sim T.T i beg u pls pls pls.... my lee hom's concert.... my puppy's vid..... T.T gimme back dam u T.T i wan back my memory card T.T plsssssssssss........ slip te sim into my bag lar..,., sim and memory/.... plssss...
Thursday, September 20
The person i admire most..
The person i admire most is my mom.. I was asked to read this last week but then i juz read it today and it's really bombastic and nice =) This is how it goes..
One of the greatest things in life is to have a selfless, understanding, devoted and loving mother. These are the words that best summarise the qualities of my mother. It is not surprising that the person whom I admire most is my mother.
A quality that I admire most in my mother is her selfless devotion for us. Her own interests are of little importance to her where ours are concerned. She can forego a good night's sleep without a murmur, nursing us whenever there is a need for it. Her personal possessions are few of her scheme of things our interest take priority.
There is also no gap separating us from my mother and we do not create that artificial barrier called te generation gap. To my mother I am an open book and, as a rule, she does not pry into my personal affairs except when i need help. She speaks little but has an earnest and patient ear for our problems. Whatever I do she is always there solidly with me to render help and assistance.
In spite of her endless domestic chores, she finds time to read books that have educational value. She reads avidly health magazines and keeps abreast with developments, both national and international by reading the newspapers. However she has a special liking for poetry and on many occasions she recited her favourite poems to all of us. Being well informed, she is able to help us with out studies.
My mother does not have a rigid list of dont's : she gives us freedom os speech and action but make sure that we act RESPONSIBLY and prudently. She is a disciplinarian and would scold us harshly, BUT NOT UNKINDLY. She is a diligent woman and we have cultivated the virtue of working sedulously.
To my father, she is a companion and domestic accountant. When he runs into a bad temper, mother's moderating influence has a telling effect on him. Of course mother has her own share of weakness but it is not prudent to be conscious of them in one whom I admire most.
Indeed I am very lucky to have such a mother who fills the house with love, warmth and security. The whole family is appreciative of her selfless devotion and her efforts to keep the family happy and united. I would therefore not want to part with her for anything in the world. My mother will always remain special to me.
Best writing i've ever seen.. So beautiful =)
One of the greatest things in life is to have a selfless, understanding, devoted and loving mother. These are the words that best summarise the qualities of my mother. It is not surprising that the person whom I admire most is my mother.
A quality that I admire most in my mother is her selfless devotion for us. Her own interests are of little importance to her where ours are concerned. She can forego a good night's sleep without a murmur, nursing us whenever there is a need for it. Her personal possessions are few of her scheme of things our interest take priority.
There is also no gap separating us from my mother and we do not create that artificial barrier called te generation gap. To my mother I am an open book and, as a rule, she does not pry into my personal affairs except when i need help. She speaks little but has an earnest and patient ear for our problems. Whatever I do she is always there solidly with me to render help and assistance.
In spite of her endless domestic chores, she finds time to read books that have educational value. She reads avidly health magazines and keeps abreast with developments, both national and international by reading the newspapers. However she has a special liking for poetry and on many occasions she recited her favourite poems to all of us. Being well informed, she is able to help us with out studies.
My mother does not have a rigid list of dont's : she gives us freedom os speech and action but make sure that we act RESPONSIBLY and prudently. She is a disciplinarian and would scold us harshly, BUT NOT UNKINDLY. She is a diligent woman and we have cultivated the virtue of working sedulously.
To my father, she is a companion and domestic accountant. When he runs into a bad temper, mother's moderating influence has a telling effect on him. Of course mother has her own share of weakness but it is not prudent to be conscious of them in one whom I admire most.
Indeed I am very lucky to have such a mother who fills the house with love, warmth and security. The whole family is appreciative of her selfless devotion and her efforts to keep the family happy and united. I would therefore not want to part with her for anything in the world. My mother will always remain special to me.
Best writing i've ever seen.. So beautiful =)
Wednesday, September 19
If your beautiful or handsome so what?
Today ler.. feeling rather aggressive bout something.. soo.. i'm gonna write abt something angry of coz ^^
To the beaches out there.. You cant and u shouldn't too much on your look too much to attract tourists! I know u're beautiful.. SO? so wat lar.. i know sometimes that u just destroy, spoilt or hurt someone.. you think ur beauty can cover up ur mistakes? ur look can solve it all? well fcuk u! stupid people may forgive u juz becoz u're pretty.. u take their forgiveness for granted and then u will 'accidently' break their things again or does something that hurt them.. do u know how bad it feels when u broke something very precious of someone.. especially their heart.. you'll NEVER know how it feels like when someone break something very precious of urs.. u know why?! becoz! u're juz too pretty to lose something.. once something of urs break some guy for sure will buy u another one to replace it.. so no worries? so wat if this breaks? u still can replace it with another one rite? you wun cherish wat u have now isn't it? huh? u juz take everything for granted! NO RESPONSIBLE..
sooooooooooooo dissappointed... soooo beautiful yet so cruel and heartless.. you dun have to learn becoz the stupid guys will do everything for u.. you know wat beach?! u're freaking useless!~ =) i hate u for that! u know u have soooo much improvition space but yet u juz dun wan to becoz u know that everything will be done properly and nicely for u rite?
The way u carry ur personality out is juz soooooooo obvious.. the first impression when ppl look at u will be ? Oh.. typical bitch... spoilt and precious... wun know how to do anything juz crap abt magazines hot guys and? shopping lor of coz.. that's wat they do rite? shop like hell.. u know? It's definitely great to be a bitch but yet at the same time u get to sort out time for studiess... spoilt ppl will be saying that they wun have to learn it becoz ppl will do it for u ma.. so dun have to worry bout anything lor? rite.. the parents.. parents didn't taught their children properly and the stupid guys are juz the parents' accomplice.. all ur fault....
Your beautiful so? handsome so? LYK I CARE LAR PLS... DO NOT play with other ppl's feelings can a not.. juz becoz u're pretty u dun have the rights to play ppl's feelings.. ppl have feelings for their whole life.. if u played with them do u know how much it hurts and how long it will last if they dun let go? things are not as easy as u seem jerks! u have to be more resposible in ur action, behaviour and also words that u use.. u have been played u know how it feels like! you know how things were back then rite? why do it on someone else when u cant be with the one u love huh? becoz when they're with u.. u dun appreciate them.. the period of time when your partner nids most love u wasnt there but yet ur bestfren is.. duh.. say buhbie to ur boyfren and meet ur best fren's new bf! u wouldn't take my advice it's okie.. u do wat u wan with ur life.. but the prob is u always make the wrong move and choose the wrong one mah?! how? well serve u rite bitch = ) i love eu~~
To the beaches out there.. You cant and u shouldn't too much on your look too much to attract tourists! I know u're beautiful.. SO? so wat lar.. i know sometimes that u just destroy, spoilt or hurt someone.. you think ur beauty can cover up ur mistakes? ur look can solve it all? well fcuk u! stupid people may forgive u juz becoz u're pretty.. u take their forgiveness for granted and then u will 'accidently' break their things again or does something that hurt them.. do u know how bad it feels when u broke something very precious of someone.. especially their heart.. you'll NEVER know how it feels like when someone break something very precious of urs.. u know why?! becoz! u're juz too pretty to lose something.. once something of urs break some guy for sure will buy u another one to replace it.. so no worries? so wat if this breaks? u still can replace it with another one rite? you wun cherish wat u have now isn't it? huh? u juz take everything for granted! NO RESPONSIBLE..
sooooooooooooo dissappointed... soooo beautiful yet so cruel and heartless.. you dun have to learn becoz the stupid guys will do everything for u.. you know wat beach?! u're freaking useless!~ =) i hate u for that! u know u have soooo much improvition space but yet u juz dun wan to becoz u know that everything will be done properly and nicely for u rite?
The way u carry ur personality out is juz soooooooo obvious.. the first impression when ppl look at u will be ? Oh.. typical bitch... spoilt and precious... wun know how to do anything juz crap abt magazines hot guys and? shopping lor of coz.. that's wat they do rite? shop like hell.. u know? It's definitely great to be a bitch but yet at the same time u get to sort out time for studiess... spoilt ppl will be saying that they wun have to learn it becoz ppl will do it for u ma.. so dun have to worry bout anything lor? rite.. the parents.. parents didn't taught their children properly and the stupid guys are juz the parents' accomplice.. all ur fault....
Your beautiful so? handsome so? LYK I CARE LAR PLS... DO NOT play with other ppl's feelings can a not.. juz becoz u're pretty u dun have the rights to play ppl's feelings.. ppl have feelings for their whole life.. if u played with them do u know how much it hurts and how long it will last if they dun let go? things are not as easy as u seem jerks! u have to be more resposible in ur action, behaviour and also words that u use.. u have been played u know how it feels like! you know how things were back then rite? why do it on someone else when u cant be with the one u love huh? becoz when they're with u.. u dun appreciate them.. the period of time when your partner nids most love u wasnt there but yet ur bestfren is.. duh.. say buhbie to ur boyfren and meet ur best fren's new bf! u wouldn't take my advice it's okie.. u do wat u wan with ur life.. but the prob is u always make the wrong move and choose the wrong one mah?! how? well serve u rite bitch = ) i love eu~~
Tuesday, September 18
What should i say abt it?
Why ah when i write broken english and say vulgar words then onli u guys praise me huh huh huh??? mana boleh macam ini ler.. means u guuys hoping i speak bloken ingrish is it? huh? suan le ba..
today dunno what to talk abt so.. talk bout force ba.. forcin somene u love to do something is the worst thing to do if it shows no motivation for both of u.. asking a favor and asking someone to change is not as easy as it seems.. my mother gave 25 years for my father to change he's freaking useless life but yet he got worse SO PATHETIC LAR DAD.. no offence.. anyway my mother's fault also.. she always FORGIVE AND FORGET bad bad.. hahaha.. always spoile him..
anyway back to the topic.. u know lar.. if ah.. if ah.. if u have to FORCE someone to something they dun like to.. perhaps it will hepl buut mostly it wouldn't duh.. me also like that lar.. seriously.. hu like to be forced? but sometimes ah tings nid to PUSH de mah.. if u get wat i mean.. If dun PUSH then the person wun move.. wun improve.. means? no motivation..
A LOT of ppl lar not onli me u him or her.. but ALOT of ppl mistaken for suggestion as a force.. in life if we use the wrong words then die lor.. like wat i said abt the sorry topic.. DO NOT use vulgar words like.. ' MET LAN OH? ' or? throw ur mother smelly shoe..
BUT if ah.. u wanna say ah.. then say lar dun give hints hints.. LAME.. wanna say then say lor.. if dun dare to say then dun say lar.. so.. wat i meant was? diew nya ma chou shoe.. same de lar .. mother's shoe also wanna throw.. so jit dor.. no lar jk.. nothing to say d ler..
sorri for the bad post today.. anyway.. we all know how it feels like being forced.. not that ya.. but FORCED.. especially ah.. when ur gf trying to wear a small size pants or skirt that they knew it wouldn't fit they'll still try to fit in.. ah ya.. to us gals.. small size tings is the key but not bra oni.. so if we cant fit in the small size objects.. we get REALLY REALLY REALLY VERY VERY FRUSTRATED.. mostly wat guys want is totally opposite of wat gals want.. like.. guys wan BIG.. the bigger the better man.. and then gals wan.. wah waist smaller good.. shoe size small better.. if butt size smaller a WAH EVEN BETTER LER! but ler.. ther parts small then not good lar.. that's y man sooooo creative.. PLASTIC SURGERY! and also erm there's something we can add ingredients into the bra.. either bra or silicon lor.. can raise one cup size de ler?!
so.. forced.. forced urself into someting that u wun fit.. force urself to do something that u dun want to.. force ur children to eat when they're already very full.. 'forcing' urself to watch teenage dramas.. forcing urself NOT to eat.. somemore wert.. gimme some suggestion lar.. dunno wat to write d lar.. is all u all's fault.. today didn't laugh much so no laughing mood today sorri..
will post a better one tomoro ^^ any for skirts ah things.. something like living cabin de things de lar.. once broken consider sold.. so dun pick small size skirts for ur gf lar.. very sufering..
today dunno what to talk abt so.. talk bout force ba.. forcin somene u love to do something is the worst thing to do if it shows no motivation for both of u.. asking a favor and asking someone to change is not as easy as it seems.. my mother gave 25 years for my father to change he's freaking useless life but yet he got worse SO PATHETIC LAR DAD.. no offence.. anyway my mother's fault also.. she always FORGIVE AND FORGET bad bad.. hahaha.. always spoile him..
anyway back to the topic.. u know lar.. if ah.. if ah.. if u have to FORCE someone to something they dun like to.. perhaps it will hepl buut mostly it wouldn't duh.. me also like that lar.. seriously.. hu like to be forced? but sometimes ah tings nid to PUSH de mah.. if u get wat i mean.. If dun PUSH then the person wun move.. wun improve.. means? no motivation..
A LOT of ppl lar not onli me u him or her.. but ALOT of ppl mistaken for suggestion as a force.. in life if we use the wrong words then die lor.. like wat i said abt the sorry topic.. DO NOT use vulgar words like.. ' MET LAN OH? ' or? throw ur mother smelly shoe..
BUT if ah.. u wanna say ah.. then say lar dun give hints hints.. LAME.. wanna say then say lor.. if dun dare to say then dun say lar.. so.. wat i meant was? diew nya ma chou shoe.. same de lar .. mother's shoe also wanna throw.. so jit dor.. no lar jk.. nothing to say d ler..
sorri for the bad post today.. anyway.. we all know how it feels like being forced.. not that ya.. but FORCED.. especially ah.. when ur gf trying to wear a small size pants or skirt that they knew it wouldn't fit they'll still try to fit in.. ah ya.. to us gals.. small size tings is the key but not bra oni.. so if we cant fit in the small size objects.. we get REALLY REALLY REALLY VERY VERY FRUSTRATED.. mostly wat guys want is totally opposite of wat gals want.. like.. guys wan BIG.. the bigger the better man.. and then gals wan.. wah waist smaller good.. shoe size small better.. if butt size smaller a WAH EVEN BETTER LER! but ler.. ther parts small then not good lar.. that's y man sooooo creative.. PLASTIC SURGERY! and also erm there's something we can add ingredients into the bra.. either bra or silicon lor.. can raise one cup size de ler?!
so.. forced.. forced urself into someting that u wun fit.. force urself to do something that u dun want to.. force ur children to eat when they're already very full.. 'forcing' urself to watch teenage dramas.. forcing urself NOT to eat.. somemore wert.. gimme some suggestion lar.. dunno wat to write d lar.. is all u all's fault.. today didn't laugh much so no laughing mood today sorri..
will post a better one tomoro ^^ any for skirts ah things.. something like living cabin de things de lar.. once broken consider sold.. so dun pick small size skirts for ur gf lar.. very sufering..
Monday, September 17
Should I or should I not?
Should i or should i not confess if i did something wrong? It'll depend on what kinda mistake u made.. If you just make a small mistake for example like you said something wrong to your parents or whatever.. Some parents ah.. They're always correct and never wrong.. Just apologize even if u did not make the mistake rather than making it a big case.. The word 'sorry' is soooo user friendly.. u can use it anywhere..
It's a simple word that separates heaven and hell.. If u accidently hit someone or whatever.. If u say sorri if ah.. the person very nice as well then sure like feel better de lar.. if u say fcuk u lar! u think u who oh? so daring bang me ah ya? bapuk! come fight lar so l@n! hahaha obviously.. that one is hell d lar.. ppl sometimes make foolish mistakes in exam je.. no nid make these type of mistake in real life gua.. ma de.. pick wrong answer ah.. kena whack de ler..
Anyway sometimes when you did something stupid just because of the fun out of it and it pissed ur parents off.. Of coz apologize lar.. but got consequences.. Although u apologize.. becoz u did something wrong u still have to be punished rite.. no point doing something wrong and the apologize then gaoo dim ah? someone slap u d then say oh sorri.. mana boleh.. siao.. if it's me of coz slap back oni ' sun hei' one lar..
Jk.. ltr really let ppl slap then cham.. but mommy slap nvm lar.. use to it d.. Well.. when u break someone's things.. see u're lucky a not lar.. like me ah.. tore li hoe's bag then he say OMG it's okie.. i'm gonna buy another bag anyway.. aha lucky lor i say i help him sew back he dun wan.. =.=' weird hor..
anyway.. something happened on someone really precious to me.. but it's all my fault.. ALL MY FAULT.. aiks.. so today the whole day i chi sin d =) i should have expected it.. sorriieee...
I remember last time chinese primary schools they always teach us.. if u apologize of what u did wrong the person will juz forgive and said that they're glad u confessed and then everything will be okay.. BAD EDUCATION.. i always apologize to my mother but my mother still slap me wert.. instead she say.. U STILL DARE TO TELL ME THE TRUTH AH HAR?! and she whacked me even harder.. Sometimes no matter how sorrie we are the memories will still be stucked inside the victims head becoz it hurt soooo bad.. that it'll be stuck to u for ur whole life time.. unless u forgive..
My dad is trying to do wat he should do as a father's part but he didn't wanna do wat a husband should.. he refused to pay my mother allowance and also he's having a gf.. well my parents divorced.. anyway we're happy for my mom ^^ among the three children he have i'm the closest to him.. sometimes i can feel how he feel.. he knows that he did someting wrong but then he wans forgiveness from my bro and sis but then they'll never forgive him.. becoz when they nid him the most he wasn't there for them and he'l never be..
now my bro dun have a father anymore it juz feels soo weird.. he hates him.. and he'll never forgive him.. no matter how many sorries my father said to my brother.. he wun know how he experienced life without a father's love and support.. wat a pathetic father..
beggin for forgiveness that he will never get.. it's too late if u dun apologize immediately as the cut gets deeper and deeper until u hit the major arteries and blood juz flow.. when there's no more blood. the relationship dies.. sew it back b4 it's too late..
It's a simple word that separates heaven and hell.. If u accidently hit someone or whatever.. If u say sorri if ah.. the person very nice as well then sure like feel better de lar.. if u say fcuk u lar! u think u who oh? so daring bang me ah ya? bapuk! come fight lar so l@n! hahaha obviously.. that one is hell d lar.. ppl sometimes make foolish mistakes in exam je.. no nid make these type of mistake in real life gua.. ma de.. pick wrong answer ah.. kena whack de ler..
Anyway sometimes when you did something stupid just because of the fun out of it and it pissed ur parents off.. Of coz apologize lar.. but got consequences.. Although u apologize.. becoz u did something wrong u still have to be punished rite.. no point doing something wrong and the apologize then gaoo dim ah? someone slap u d then say oh sorri.. mana boleh.. siao.. if it's me of coz slap back oni ' sun hei' one lar..
Jk.. ltr really let ppl slap then cham.. but mommy slap nvm lar.. use to it d.. Well.. when u break someone's things.. see u're lucky a not lar.. like me ah.. tore li hoe's bag then he say OMG it's okie.. i'm gonna buy another bag anyway.. aha lucky lor i say i help him sew back he dun wan.. =.=' weird hor..
anyway.. something happened on someone really precious to me.. but it's all my fault.. ALL MY FAULT.. aiks.. so today the whole day i chi sin d =) i should have expected it.. sorriieee...
I remember last time chinese primary schools they always teach us.. if u apologize of what u did wrong the person will juz forgive and said that they're glad u confessed and then everything will be okay.. BAD EDUCATION.. i always apologize to my mother but my mother still slap me wert.. instead she say.. U STILL DARE TO TELL ME THE TRUTH AH HAR?! and she whacked me even harder.. Sometimes no matter how sorrie we are the memories will still be stucked inside the victims head becoz it hurt soooo bad.. that it'll be stuck to u for ur whole life time.. unless u forgive..
My dad is trying to do wat he should do as a father's part but he didn't wanna do wat a husband should.. he refused to pay my mother allowance and also he's having a gf.. well my parents divorced.. anyway we're happy for my mom ^^ among the three children he have i'm the closest to him.. sometimes i can feel how he feel.. he knows that he did someting wrong but then he wans forgiveness from my bro and sis but then they'll never forgive him.. becoz when they nid him the most he wasn't there for them and he'l never be..
now my bro dun have a father anymore it juz feels soo weird.. he hates him.. and he'll never forgive him.. no matter how many sorries my father said to my brother.. he wun know how he experienced life without a father's love and support.. wat a pathetic father..
beggin for forgiveness that he will never get.. it's too late if u dun apologize immediately as the cut gets deeper and deeper until u hit the major arteries and blood juz flow.. when there's no more blood. the relationship dies.. sew it back b4 it's too late..
Saturday, September 15
Loving
Different types of loving has different types of respond.. My teacher always tell me.. It's okie if u lost ur father.. Bt u will die if u loss ur mom.. A mother's love is everlasting.. Even though sometimes our moms dun tell us that they love us.. doesn't mean they dont rite? Fathers are in the second place followed by our mom.. If our father left us.. no matter what.. our mother will still work over time to earn money for our expenses and raise us up and take care of us.. although we will be lack of fathers love and craving for them.. when we grow up we will have to learn to live with it.. it's life.. Some fathers are shy to express their loves i mean mostly asian guys their shy to express their love.. If you understand ur man well then the actions they do the expressions they show and the things they say.. U can tell what their thinking =)
Of coz there are lots of types of loving.. Like i mentioned juz now parent's love.. husband and wives.. Sometimes u can feel that ppl around us really loves us a lot and takes care of us whenever we're struggling over someting.. example my english teacher.. she's the best teacher ever.. she's my tutor and also my mentor.. when i'm having tuition with her.. she's my teacher firm and serious with her work.. but after our tuition time and we finishes our work and everything.. she'll make sure she'll maintain or improve us in character wise and also personality and character.. the moment she dismiss us is the time that u can seek help from her.. she'll be ur fren from that second onwards.. i've shared some family probs with her and also probs that i faced she's like a mother to me and of coz her daughter is my tutor as well juz that it's math.. hahaha.. her daughter is like my sister ^^ everytime when i'm having tuition with her she would ALWAYS make me something to eat and makes sure that i doesn't starve.. Such a loving teacher huh? Although they're my teachers but they treat me more like a part of the family.. Well i would prefer more to family of coz ^^ Rare teachers like these.. duh.. of coz they love u..
Sometimes we will hate our brothers and sisters like some weirdo who abduct my dog or some freak hu juz scold us without reasons.. mostly i hate my sister a lot lar no offence jie jie.. but sometimes i feel like she's treating me more like a maid than a sister asking me a favor.. since she's soooo 'bz' studying and doing her make up job and things.. mostly the housework i'll have to do it luckily got my sister in law to help me ^^ but she juz got a job so soon nobody gonna help me.. There are some special occasions that when my sister cleans up her room she'll give me something cute ^^ but it's unusable.. like a very beautiful vase just soothing for the eyes .. my brother pamper me a lot actually that's why i'm closer to him than my sister.. mostly i'll share with him everything but also he'll correct me whenever i make mistakes becoz he accepts me for hu i am ^^ loving me..
Of coz there are lots of types of loving.. Like i mentioned juz now parent's love.. husband and wives.. Sometimes u can feel that ppl around us really loves us a lot and takes care of us whenever we're struggling over someting.. example my english teacher.. she's the best teacher ever.. she's my tutor and also my mentor.. when i'm having tuition with her.. she's my teacher firm and serious with her work.. but after our tuition time and we finishes our work and everything.. she'll make sure she'll maintain or improve us in character wise and also personality and character.. the moment she dismiss us is the time that u can seek help from her.. she'll be ur fren from that second onwards.. i've shared some family probs with her and also probs that i faced she's like a mother to me and of coz her daughter is my tutor as well juz that it's math.. hahaha.. her daughter is like my sister ^^ everytime when i'm having tuition with her she would ALWAYS make me something to eat and makes sure that i doesn't starve.. Such a loving teacher huh? Although they're my teachers but they treat me more like a part of the family.. Well i would prefer more to family of coz ^^ Rare teachers like these.. duh.. of coz they love u..
Sometimes we will hate our brothers and sisters like some weirdo who abduct my dog or some freak hu juz scold us without reasons.. mostly i hate my sister a lot lar no offence jie jie.. but sometimes i feel like she's treating me more like a maid than a sister asking me a favor.. since she's soooo 'bz' studying and doing her make up job and things.. mostly the housework i'll have to do it luckily got my sister in law to help me ^^ but she juz got a job so soon nobody gonna help me.. There are some special occasions that when my sister cleans up her room she'll give me something cute ^^ but it's unusable.. like a very beautiful vase just soothing for the eyes .. my brother pamper me a lot actually that's why i'm closer to him than my sister.. mostly i'll share with him everything but also he'll correct me whenever i make mistakes becoz he accepts me for hu i am ^^ loving me..
URRGHHHH!!!!!!!
i heard that there's a contest in MY fm that if u collect leaves in the internet for the lee hom's concert in Nan Jing.. and it' right after PMR!!! i can gooo.. the registration for the contest nids our passport number!!! so i asked my mother for my passport number.. she say she dun remember.. i searched everywhere for my passport d then oni she say u're passport is in the bank i was like WAT?! it's onli a dam freaking passport! i know lar.. if other immigrents stole my passport they could do horrible things a passport is a very valueble things i know but ah!!! I WANNA GO LAR!!!! hopefully she'll take back the passport for me T.T pls dun tell me that she lost the key to that damn box.. aiks already delayed a few days for the contest and then now still have to delay the contest is on 6th of october ler!!! if u win first proze still can get 100 bucks lar!!!! sony ericsson somemore T.T i wanna go!!!!~~~~ aikss....
Friday, September 14
Expectation
Everyone has expectations from someone.. Well i found out that if u have expectations u'll either not be suprised, happy or juz dissappointed.. Mostly.. When u're trying to do something nice but then it didn't turn up well u'll get dissappointed (bad.. very very bad) You see.. if u dun have expectatinos and things juz turns out great.. U'll be very happy and really appreciate it.. Like today.. I received a really really adorable bear.. I was sooooooooo excited and shock..
Expectations of coz can be something good as well.. When u have expectations from someone in ur education of coz u'll work harder.. U wun wanna dissappoint them rite? My mom always tell me.. As long as u try ur best i'm fine with it.. U dun have to be a straight A student or a bookworm studying 24 7 she said as long as i'm happy with what i'm doing and i'm not gonna regret she's fine with it.. Such a great mother huh? hahaha i know.. duh she's my mom..
When someone is hoping that u would definitely help them but then it turns out that actually u're enable to help them but not that u dont want to.. As long as they know that deep in ur heart u wanted to help they're satisfied..
Everything has a good and bad side.. But whether it's good or bad it'll be what u want to pick to believe.. sadly.. most ppl onli think of the bad side of something but not the good side.. With that kinda thinking it's hard to believe and we have to know that nothing is perfect. so there's always good and bad.. Being with someone u love was the thing i meant.. Something bad will turn up and we'll have to do something b4 the bad takes over everything good that u both did together.. do not waste time thinking that if u juz leave it they'll mend automatically.. having a love life is not as easy as u think.. it involves with a lot of emotions actions and also attitude.. The way of thinking is also very important.. Being too emotional and sensitive can be healthy or bad for the relationship.. Different types of ppl wan diff kinda partners.. DO NOT expect too much from a relationship.. best advice i could give ^^
I LOVE THE BEAR
Expectations of coz can be something good as well.. When u have expectations from someone in ur education of coz u'll work harder.. U wun wanna dissappoint them rite? My mom always tell me.. As long as u try ur best i'm fine with it.. U dun have to be a straight A student or a bookworm studying 24 7 she said as long as i'm happy with what i'm doing and i'm not gonna regret she's fine with it.. Such a great mother huh? hahaha i know.. duh she's my mom..
When someone is hoping that u would definitely help them but then it turns out that actually u're enable to help them but not that u dont want to.. As long as they know that deep in ur heart u wanted to help they're satisfied..
Everything has a good and bad side.. But whether it's good or bad it'll be what u want to pick to believe.. sadly.. most ppl onli think of the bad side of something but not the good side.. With that kinda thinking it's hard to believe and we have to know that nothing is perfect. so there's always good and bad.. Being with someone u love was the thing i meant.. Something bad will turn up and we'll have to do something b4 the bad takes over everything good that u both did together.. do not waste time thinking that if u juz leave it they'll mend automatically.. having a love life is not as easy as u think.. it involves with a lot of emotions actions and also attitude.. The way of thinking is also very important.. Being too emotional and sensitive can be healthy or bad for the relationship.. Different types of ppl wan diff kinda partners.. DO NOT expect too much from a relationship.. best advice i could give ^^
I LOVE THE BEAR
Thursday, September 13
So excited!
Tomoro's gonna be FRIDAY!!!!!!!!! the best day in the whole week!! finally.. hahahhaa.. Tomoro sooo many occasions to celebrate! It's carmen's suprise birthday party well actually her birthday is on saturday.. other than that.. erm 1 month anniversarry and also 1 year anniversary for 9 chak!! grats man! i also dun remember chiq chik how long d >.< hopefully tomoro's gonna be a great great day =D as simple as possible would be the best.. duh! hahaha.. hopefully no spot check as well.. ^^ gonna bring my cam to school.. wheeeeeeeeeeeeee......
Carmen! You better freaking like my gift man.. even if u dun love the gift.. i'm sure u'll love the wrapping paper >.< teacher's day coming d.. wat u gonna get for ur most beloved teacher? To satisfy a teacher is not really that hard even if u're a bad student small things could touch their hearts... giving a bookmark or leaving a note on their table.. well a book will be good as well since their teachers ^^ simple cute things that's usable a cheap red pen or whatever..
anyway.. tomoro is FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!! cant wait >..< i got freaked out becoz she did.. and the whole day she say i 'fat hao' T.T oh pls lar.. i'm JANE helloo... born to be weird ^^ my point is.. weirdos mix with weirdos rite? xD bwahahahaha.. friday~~~ Last day of school! and then next week got exam~~ BORING~~ to Kementerian Pelajaran blah blah blah.. sorri dun remember ur full name*~ teacher's day is right around the corner! take my advice get some rest and stick closer to ur students!( to get more gifts) and i've decided not to transfer school after all.. i dun have to ^^ if i really dun get it then i'll juz comitt suicide and end everything with money..
Morning woke up went to school came back.. did tuition homework.. go for english tuition then straight to math tuition till 6! today i'm soooo happy ^^ teacher dismissed me early! normally i'll stay 1 and a half hour more! which is till 7 30... but ah.. if my jie jie dismiss me at 7 30 means i'll have to walk home then dun even have time to eat or bath.. @@ and then... go go go go go... violin d.. then violin teacher will teach me for 45 mins 0.0 coz me the onli student NOOOOOOOOOOOO.......................... wheeeeeeeeeeeee... anyway.. hahah still have to pick sometime to chat chat with lion hahahaha.. ah ya nvm lar.. tomoro friday worth it!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeee friday~~~~ Carmen said i totally change.. >.<>.< hahahahhaha..
write until sien d. buhbie.
Carmen! You better freaking like my gift man.. even if u dun love the gift.. i'm sure u'll love the wrapping paper >.< teacher's day coming d.. wat u gonna get for ur most beloved teacher? To satisfy a teacher is not really that hard even if u're a bad student small things could touch their hearts... giving a bookmark or leaving a note on their table.. well a book will be good as well since their teachers ^^ simple cute things that's usable a cheap red pen or whatever..
anyway.. tomoro is FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!! cant wait >.
Morning woke up went to school came back.. did tuition homework.. go for english tuition then straight to math tuition till 6! today i'm soooo happy ^^ teacher dismissed me early! normally i'll stay 1 and a half hour more! which is till 7 30... but ah.. if my jie jie dismiss me at 7 30 means i'll have to walk home then dun even have time to eat or bath.. @@ and then... go go go go go... violin d.. then violin teacher will teach me for 45 mins 0.0 coz me the onli student NOOOOOOOOOOOO.......................... wheeeeeeeeeeeee... anyway.. hahah still have to pick sometime to chat chat with lion hahahaha.. ah ya nvm lar.. tomoro friday worth it!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeee friday~~~~ Carmen said i totally change.. >.<>.< hahahahhaha..
write until sien d. buhbie.
Wednesday, September 12
What Do You Think?
I've spotted lots of teacher in Malaysia that they have the same bad thinking. If you don't know how to do they'll say ' This one also you dunno how to do ? ' The teacher's respond is mainly the reason why lots of students wouldn't ask the teachers abt what they dont know, because they know that the answer is gonna be the same.. LIKE THIS ALSO YOU DUNNO? such a sad case.
To all the teachers.. Students ask you for help and you cant reply them like that! Do you know how much it hurts? So what if last time ur teacher also say that to you? Is that my problem? What you have experienced doesn't mean every student of yours have to experience what you've been through too!
We can see that now if a student comfronts a teacher for help, if the teacher replied with a good and supportive answer for example : ' I'm glad that you ask ' or maybe giving some tips on how to be good in the subject. DURH.. of coz the student will be happy.. TEACHERS if you explain ones the student dun understand u explain again will die ah?! sorri... =) well.. when a student sees that u're trying ur best to explain most of them will be happy coz u would help them and not like other teachers juz tease them.. Among teachers theres a issue abt 'why aren't the students asking me questions?' duh think of how u respond lar.. but some of the teachers they're really really very patient and good.. they have their own special way of teaching and it really works..
Please lar teachers dun make ur classes so boring.. be professional pls.. when u're teaching dun play your phone or chit-chat with ur ah sam ah sam frens lar.. concentrate and focus on the students.. make sure they do their work.. if they dont then find a way.. Moreover.. u're a teacher for such a long time u should know wat to do.. Please dont waste ur time trying to scold ur students ask them to shut up lar call them idiots lar stupid lar.. u know how we will respond write? we'll laugh at u.. Why do you let your students change ur emotion that easily? be firm.. If your way of keeping them quiet is not working then try psychology way lor.. as a teacher u're suppose to educate not to scold and scream at ur students..
When is time for you to teach you teach.. When your not suppose to teach them be nice to them lar.. when they need help pls do help them.. If a student seeks help from you means they feel that u're close to them.. and grats! credits for that.. to become a good qualified teacher is not easy.. so wat if u have bad students? if u're a good teacher u can change them ^^ DO NOT MAKE UP A STUPID REASON and blaming them that it's the students they wun listen to u and so on.. You a teacher was once a student rite? well can't u think if u're a student wat do u think abt teachers? Please give good advice and tips for exams to help ur students..
I guess that's all o.0 but i know still got a lot ^^ juz that i cant think of any now..
To all the teachers.. Students ask you for help and you cant reply them like that! Do you know how much it hurts? So what if last time ur teacher also say that to you? Is that my problem? What you have experienced doesn't mean every student of yours have to experience what you've been through too!
We can see that now if a student comfronts a teacher for help, if the teacher replied with a good and supportive answer for example : ' I'm glad that you ask ' or maybe giving some tips on how to be good in the subject. DURH.. of coz the student will be happy.. TEACHERS if you explain ones the student dun understand u explain again will die ah?! sorri... =) well.. when a student sees that u're trying ur best to explain most of them will be happy coz u would help them and not like other teachers juz tease them.. Among teachers theres a issue abt 'why aren't the students asking me questions?' duh think of how u respond lar.. but some of the teachers they're really really very patient and good.. they have their own special way of teaching and it really works..
Please lar teachers dun make ur classes so boring.. be professional pls.. when u're teaching dun play your phone or chit-chat with ur ah sam ah sam frens lar.. concentrate and focus on the students.. make sure they do their work.. if they dont then find a way.. Moreover.. u're a teacher for such a long time u should know wat to do.. Please dont waste ur time trying to scold ur students ask them to shut up lar call them idiots lar stupid lar.. u know how we will respond write? we'll laugh at u.. Why do you let your students change ur emotion that easily? be firm.. If your way of keeping them quiet is not working then try psychology way lor.. as a teacher u're suppose to educate not to scold and scream at ur students..
When is time for you to teach you teach.. When your not suppose to teach them be nice to them lar.. when they need help pls do help them.. If a student seeks help from you means they feel that u're close to them.. and grats! credits for that.. to become a good qualified teacher is not easy.. so wat if u have bad students? if u're a good teacher u can change them ^^ DO NOT MAKE UP A STUPID REASON and blaming them that it's the students they wun listen to u and so on.. You a teacher was once a student rite? well can't u think if u're a student wat do u think abt teachers? Please give good advice and tips for exams to help ur students..
I guess that's all o.0 but i know still got a lot ^^ juz that i cant think of any now..
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