Sorry readers for not updating my blog.

things has been quite a mess but somehow. bby  has the ability to sort everything out for me.

I'm pissed off at someone who quit on me. or shall i say us. 

I'm disappointed to the core. I'm hurt. I feel that i suck. And i am of no value to you.

Now i'm just trying to move on and find the correct timing to do my thing. 

for now. my dreams are still shattered. and bby u're the onli one who's holding me up.

i'm emotional, i'm being dumb. 

i'm being myself. 

i wan u badly.. why wont u gimme a chance.