HOLY MOLI!! LEEE HOOOMMMM!!!

LEE HOM IS COMING TO MALAYSIAAAA!!! 

YES HE'S COMING TO MALAYSIAAA

《Music-Man 王力宏大马演唱会>>

Oh my godddd!!!!!!!! 2nd of may!!! 2009.. 

for more information log onto 

www.galaxy.com.my

tickets are sold range from RM 88 - RM 398 

Bukit Jalil Stadium 

anyone going pls tell meee!! 

bby was telling me that day that i was a lee hom fanatic and he asked. if his ticket is 1k would i go..

so the moment i found out bout this CONCERTTT i immidiately called him and ask.

''****, do u have super powers?! BECOS DAM IT LEE HOM IS COMIGN TO MALAYSIA!!''

''and i'm having english exam tmr and it's scaring the shit out of me.''

then my bby said.

'' If u get an A1 i'd buy u a ticket for that. okay? ''

YOU KNOW BABY I LOVE U SO MUCH U'RE THE BEST. 

pic day

                         dewey with his collar

          fluffy cute parasite in bio

   killed squashed fluffly cute parasite on glass slide

            ashwin's birthday present

   sleeeping beauty sleeping in chem class.

cut that student gave me during class on my thigh

        this ring.. brings back lots of memories.. 

i admit that i didnt buy it cos i like it cos it brings back memories.

    and now i'm gonna chuck it in the bin! buhbiiieee..

    the cute dewey pic rachy's been waiting for,

28/2/09

mom got into a car accident.

i'm worried sick.

i'm crying..

and i need you now.. 

i will be.. <3 u bby!

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

Bridge:
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Verse 2:
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

Bridge:
And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Ending bridge:
Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

Chorus:
And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay.

Lord help mee!!

God!! plsssss provide me with strength and skills to turn my violin's peck! it's unabling me to practise and it's irritating me!! cos my erk erm wanna listen laaaaa!!! PLS LORDDDD help meeeeee... T.T 

=( Amen. 

25/2/09 a day to remember

today.. at around 4 35pm i bid my single life goodbye!!!

wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot!!!!!!!

yes i'm dam excited of what's coming ahead and i promise i'd be with u =] till u say u no longer need me okay? i love u baby! mwahssssssssss!! 

how's my day?

wonderful.

THE END.

until yesterday

u mentioned something that i've never come around. 

and suddenly.. i start to doubt..

something that i've never tot of.. abt what i was doing.. 

what feeling was i conjuring.. i'm so oblivious to it.. 

i'm so sorri i apologize for being so insensitive.. 

very very sorri.. but my confidence just squashed down to the bottom of it..

suddenly i'm afraid. and one moment i'm smiling at ur messages again.

my previuos half of the day and my first half of today.

yesterday i kept praying that the rain will stop.. it was time for me to go to tuition.

dam i tot the rained stop. it was drizzling softly. as i tot the rain was dwindled. michelle sms me and then the rain came pouring on me. she passed her undang test!!! grats darlingg!!

then i asked her and someone to pray for me that the rain will stop >.<

cos i was all drenched to the skin and i was pretty well wrapped up for the air cond coming. now that i'm all wet and all wrapped up. it'd be worse under the super strong air cond..

so i kept sneezing during class and came down with a fever..

but it faded away with time when i was chatting with himm

suddenly. billie came talking to me.

ya the one who shattered my heart into pieces

and stab me at my flesh? yah him..

i gotta admit i'm a bit shock.. so we talked. he congratulated me for moving on..

honestly i'm pretty proud of myself. but thank u billie.. if it wasnt for u i would be still stupid and in love with u =D

thanksss!!

okay   

First half of today!

woke up with a fever so i had to drip and jap. great. i was late for school. God helped me yesterday by forgetting to lock the class. gosh.. if now everyoen will be waiting for me outside the class..

Praise the Lord!

He passed by my class and smiled everytime he did. He didnt come down for recess again..

it made me worried.. but he cleared stuffs out after that making me feel better.

i've made a condition. i wouldnt eat until i see him. =D

now that's fair!

the rest of the day went on.. 

and now i'm home alone in front of computer. with no lunch or mayb dinner..

i'm starving.. but i've already had instant noodles for the 2 meals for a week..

 tonight will be desperate house wivess night!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT i cant wait man!!

tmr will be the day.. i'm holding my breathe now..

and by tmr. for better or worse i'd have to let it out or i'll suffocate myself..

the one deep in me

i'm scared to death.. what if you said no? 

i'd get another gash right at where it just half recovered..

will that happen?

i cant doubt it.

i can be too confident that i'll get what i wan

i cant be too stupid too think that i'll never get what i wan too

i dun wanna lose u.. ur words are so convincing..

i cant. i dun wan to. i wan u..

i dun wanna rush. i just wan it from ur heart.

23/2/09

today michelle didnt come to school.. she's gonna have undang test later.. good luck darling..

the rest of the day continued with a smile on my face thinking about him..

i still managed some credit to text him..

i missed him every single second but luckily the things i was studying manage to squeeze in my dense brain. 

i looked outside hoping that i'd see him.

it was recess time.. i search everywhere around my perimeter.. i couldnt see him.. it was then that i started to get worried.. is he okay i tot? or did he get caught for something.. i asked his fren and he just told me he's upstairs.

UPSTAIRS WHERE DAM IT..

but of cos i just pretend that oh.. okay.. then ignore..

but then i couldnt stop thinking what was going on.. i checked my phone again and again tot he'd send me an sms telling me why he wasnt at canteen. i just passed through it and went up. 

when i was in class i still couldnt see him. i dunno where he was. i couldnt listen to teacher anymore.. i kept looking out to see whether he's ack in class.. i asked around my class mate or the ppl i know whether they saw him.. probably me just freaking myself out.

but i dunno why. i just cant afford to see him hurt or unsafe..

it makes me feel so insecure.. 

there iis sooo many things that i wanna share with u and tell u how my day was like..

and now i'm out of credit unable to contact u T.T

i just wish after school i can have time with u.. but i'm always rushing.. T.T

i miss u.. are u home yet? where are u? how are u doing.. have u eaten ur lunch like how u promised me? 

u're driving me insane.

<3

memories ep 2

it was on a monday that we were having tuition in our house..

u wasnt feeling very well.. but yet i had to continue with tuition.. every second i had my mind on u

thinking if u were okay up there..  i wish i could have share just a part of the pain that u were suffering.. it broke my heart sooo much that i couldnt stand it anymore..

i told teacher that.  i have to go to see you.. and check if u get any better.. i tot u would be sleepingg.. but u were in the bathroom.. sitting there looking so pale and sweating..

my heart dropped to the floor..

how could i have let u alone in ur room with noone to take care of u?

i asked myself.. 

i felt soo dam guilty..

i stayed with u after that skipping tuition..

fed u water and stay by ur side while u sleep.

i kissed ur fore head before u went for ur nap and sat beside ur bed and watch..

u were so much in pain that my heart was sore..

when u slept i slept too >.<

u woke up a while after

and u said u were hungry.. u didnt eat when we ate.. u just went up straight to rest..

i went down brought some more water up and macaroni ur fav food! hahaha..

fed u slowly.. u looked more lively then.. 

u smiled when i put my hand on ur cheek.. i continue feeding u.. after eating.. 

more water.. and went back to sleep again..

i stayed by ur side and slept again. but suddenly u woke me up.. smiling.. u pulled me on the bed and cuddled me and say.. u expect me to let u sleep there? u have a very nice cushion here.. 

i wanted to get down.. but u held me tighter and say.. nop. u're staying here with mee..

i gotta admit.. i was dam happy hahaha..

when u felt better. u made me sit on ur lap.. and u held me round my waist..

looked up to me and say thank u so much.. =] 

me too.. now wan to thank u for everything u gave me.. and spare mee..

the mercy u had for me.. thank u so much. u did whatever u could to not to hurt me..

and i knew how much u loved me and all?

so now i wanna thank u for everything.. and i really appreciate ur efforts 

i hope u're living a good and meaningful life now..

Ryan.

tada! i wonder if this is trueee

HOW TO TELL IF A GUY LIKES A GIRL: =

 1.The guy will try to make you laugh.

 2.He'll flirt with you when he can.

 3.He might try to show off around you.

  4.He'll help you out, if you ask for it. 

  5.He'll stick up for you when you need it most.

 6.He'll be friendly to you and all your friends.

  7.He might call you for no good reason. 

  8.He might make fun of you, in a joking way.

 9.He'll tell you that you did good, even if you did horrible.

10.He'll make eye contact with a happy grin on his face.

HOW TO TELL IF A GIRL LIKES A GUY: =

 1.The girl will laugh at all your jokes. 

 2.She'll stare at you with a smile on her face. 

 3.She'll ask you who you like, continuously. 

 4.She might try to make you jealous.

 5.She'll beg that you do everything for her.

 6.She might start talking to your friends.

 7.She'll talk to you about the different varieties of guys.

 8.She'll always seem to be talking about how nice you are.

 9.She'll always be flirting with every other guy except you.

10.She'll always ask what to do in a bad situation.

20/2/09

early this morning. it was dawning.. 

an excrutiating pain centered near my stomach. causing extreme pain that i couldnt bare.

i got admitted and had docs come and check on me.. i didnt tell uncle toby. cos i know he's been drained out. give him a break.

i knew i had to go to school.. i promised someone that i'd go. and i did.

i woke up early with the help of chad and kyan i got into a wheelchair and they pushed me to the counter to do my paperwork. a newbie. WOW. fun i thought. not that much. i reached there at 5 30 hoping to get discharged at 6 30. but that didnt happen. she didnt know how to do anything. and i had to wait with her till 7 30.. after all the things are done. and my clothes packed. i changed into my school uniform and got to school. Chad drove me in his CRV his radio really woke me up. i took some medication with me just in case it hits me again. atleast i

 

can suppress the pain for a while till i hve time to consult my lovely uncle toby. 

school was fun. i guess. yup it was free period most of the time.. found some new moves.

and alan came with me to cf! Thank U Lord for bringing him to me! i felt very very very very very happy and excited. He wasnt hard to get along at all. he actually enjoyed my weird questions that i kept pelting at him.

so after CF.. we went to the class to take my bag and walk back down to basketball court talking bout the girls and the guys playing ball. funny.. VERY FUNNY. well more to interesting..

He said something really sweet during CF too! hahaha. it was fun.. talking to him.. he calls me sadistic. I TOTALLY AGREE WITH U!!1

i went home early than he did. i felt bad. afterall i'm the one who dragged him to CF >.<

today i learnt alot. and got closer not onli to phoebe mei fong kar yin and andrea but also with Lord. =D

i feel delighted and exquisite hahahaha..

i just cleared another pile of mud that i didnt know how to for a long time.

a sigh of relief i broke out.. it feels awesome.. 

Ryan went to cf too! he looked lonely.. hahaha but he's really fine doing alone. he's always been good socialising.  Unlike the anti social me. keke.. 

i hope both he and alan enjoyed it though.. cos it was their first timeee!!

after mom fetch me.. she  had lunch with her in the car so i ate in the car while she drove to tesco. after tesco we brought dewey to the vet.. T.T he was so much in pain.. my heart got another crack. but God's gonna erase it anyway so. i'll just leave it there hehehe...

then when we're done. have to go fetch sally LUCKILY i remember that i have physics tuition! thank goodness man.. i dun wanna skip tuition.. so mom drop me back home to take my stuff with dewey in the car alone. then fetch me with dewey to tuition. then with dewey she drove to pick up my sister in law..

so tuition finish d.. 3 of them also come fetch me i was dam happy seing dewey with his colar around his neck!!! IT'S EXTREMELY cuteeee i'll post the picture up soon!!!

rachel dun bug me yet k? cos i'll send it to ur jeje when she brings her phone ;p

that's all for today.. 

it's 9 15 now and i'm still in my full uniform. 

sticky yuckk.. i wanna bath laaaaaa....

bought pocky today and i'm gonna eat it yum yummm!!! and more medicine for poor dewey. T.T

i hope he's getting use to the colar cos it blocks the passage he normally slithers through. now the colar keep knocking over stuffs wherever he goes and it's just noisy cos he kept knocking his colar to the chairs and walls. 

poor thing..

pls pray for my poor baby dewey to get healed frmo his eczema fast..

however eczema is spelled  =.=  skin disease.. 

pls pls Lord =( take this pain away from Dewey.. Amen..

to the person who still misunderstood

i know how badly it sucks. to get someone's attention

although u really liked her..  no matter what u do she wun look at u

or even talk to u or anything like that..  

no matter how hard u tried she still wouldnt give anything to u

u know what?

if she say she wouldnt means she wouldnt okay?

so fucking leave her alone..

and fuck out of her life =D

GIVE UP LOSER!

to someone who misunderstood

i'm so sorri that what jason told u upset u. and i know that it's not my fault =.=

and i hate guys using this =.='' it's fucking annoying and its not my fault. cos i didnt say anything to u. or did i gave u any hints. 

pls leave me alone and dun try to come a step anymore closer than u are now from me. 

it makes me very very uncomfortable.

and u cant hurt me becos u're nobody to me. nothing at all.

u sway easily at ur SO CALLED LOVE. u sway too easily to convince me of ur heart.

i have somebody i wan in mind and u're not the one.

stay away from me thank u. other than official class affairs. dun contact me. thanks

God bless

18/2/09

after hospital.. uncle toby whispered something to chad but i dunno what he said he refused to tell me so i just gave up.. 

we came back home with my jeans still on.. they changed in the car and dragged me to the basketball court outside my house... it was empty @@ amazingg.. probably the mosquitoes chase them away. Dang there were so many of them! they just keep slapping them..

i'd never stain corpse on my body ants or mosquitoes. fill ur tummy and go away i dun wanna kill u man..  violence isnt in my book of ethics..  

so watched them play basketball.. then suddenly came 5 chinese wanna ''dou niu'' with them.. siao.. they look kinda scaring i was like an ant trying to move two rocks away.. didnt know they were that tough.. they took off their stinky top and threw them at me. kyan's one was sweat mix with cologne.. EWW! 

so it was 5 vs 2.. with top vs no top. guys with good taste vs guys with bad taste for hair colours.

they bleach their whole freaking hair.. so went yam cha with 7 of them after that.. 

wei loon kept smelling my hair.. so i was teasing him that he was the charlie's angel freak that smells ppl's hair.. and he just respond very calmly to me saying. Jane ur hair smells like..

i cut him off.. '' ur mama's panties?''

''How the hell u know~'' 

everyone looked at him like =.=

in order to stop us frmo giving him that look when he speaks. he paid the bill.. he told the waiter.

WHAT A RIP OFF LAA! 

the waiter like... huh? lei gong met ye?

came back and recorded some of the videos =)

hopefully if all goess well will post oin youtube.. i miss someonee...

but that someone like busy now oh.. what can i do? 

HO HO HO!!

Chad u'd better get the car fixed or i'm gonna tell ur daddy bout it =P

i'm just jk i know u feel awful for that.

Try to hold my hand again when u're driving and it'll happen again..

Sado-kun. shinji des. oraiwa suki suki daisuki anata. sikashi, gome, hontoni gome..

i'm just jk.. =] it's totally fine that i almost broke my neck LOL.

no i dun mean it.

just call me if u're dad bore holes in ur face with THE stare okay?

i'd be with u.. i promise.. =) 

afterall u lend me ur shoulder..

=]

today my class mate fell ill.. kinda worried.. hope he's fine now.. =] gave him lots of massage hope it made him felt better.. although he was sick he was still able to smile, i'm glad..  

today.. i found out that.. for the first time i feel afraid to risk and step into loving someone to put all my feelings. it's been happening so many times again and again that my feelings were toyed.

i know that one jerk doesnt mean all man are jerks. i'm just afraid that the one i'll fall for also will be a jerk..  

that's probably why i'm backing off from the person i love. i guess i'd just stay at bay first and watch..

saw this today found it funnyy..

spelling is important see.. suppose to be baby sitter..

without the chinese words looks like if u wan a baby sister call me

or if u're finding ur baby sister call me LOL..

this dinner so yummy.. mom cook onee.. the dinner i'm unable to digest.. 

i onli manage to eat some of it. then after that i felt dam bloated d.. 

i wanna eat her cooking la =(

i hope u're doing fine now..

i know how sick u get when u're ill..

last year when we were having tuition 

i even had to feed u at ur bed.

i really hope u're fine now.

i'd wait i guess.. 

for the call that u're much better already.. 

=]

this is probably the first time. i'd have to hide my feelings from someone.

Today

someone.. suggested that i should go on a blind date..

LOL..

but i told her..

nah it's okay.

i already found the one i want. 

and all i'm doing is wait =]

pics of summary for the past 2 weeks.

=( buhbiieeee twilight calender and HELOO! Inkheart!

the jelly looks prettyy

Chad took this.

daniel's caake!

ChaD again

this is kyan. while we were watching bleach. he took this.

my yummy yummy medd..

curi wore sally's dress to wear. SERIOUSLY. i'm so happy that i can wear it man.

i can actually fit in

cam whore

waiting for Chad to fetch.. late d laaa...

more med.

pretty bottle!! i love this onee..

the one from michelle darling.. BLUEE... soo niceeee!!!

uhh.. unexplained.

Hanis, Sin Yee, Kok Chern, Daniel and the dealer of the class/monitor (me)

he was telling someone that i'm a good dealer.

break from the poker and McD it is!

yummy yummy hash brown!!

coffee without creamer and sugar yuck.

nicholas ran in from no where.  daniel me nicholas and sin yee

pretty flowerss!!

arent they gorgeous?!

absolutely!!

they arent fake and i love them! 

dinnerr!! we made onigiri and sushii!! and also my fav dish from saL!

the ingredients for kappa maki and kanikama maki!

yummmm!

the onigiris and sushi!!

my bro.. started with a normal bowl, moved to a soup bowl then now. just the pot.