the rest of the day continued with a smile on my face thinking about him..
i still managed some credit to text him..
i missed him every single second but luckily the things i was studying manage to squeeze in my dense brain.
i looked outside hoping that i'd see him.
it was recess time.. i search everywhere around my perimeter.. i couldnt see him.. it was then that i started to get worried.. is he okay i tot? or did he get caught for something.. i asked his fren and he just told me he's upstairs.
UPSTAIRS WHERE DAM IT..
but of cos i just pretend that oh.. okay.. then ignore..
but then i couldnt stop thinking what was going on.. i checked my phone again and again tot he'd send me an sms telling me why he wasnt at canteen. i just passed through it and went up.
when i was in class i still couldnt see him. i dunno where he was. i couldnt listen to teacher anymore.. i kept looking out to see whether he's ack in class.. i asked around my class mate or the ppl i know whether they saw him.. probably me just freaking myself out.
but i dunno why. i just cant afford to see him hurt or unsafe..
it makes me feel so insecure..
there iis sooo many things that i wanna share with u and tell u how my day was like..
and now i'm out of credit unable to contact u T.T
i just wish after school i can have time with u.. but i'm always rushing.. T.T
i miss u.. are u home yet? where are u? how are u doing.. have u eaten ur lunch like how u promised me?
u're driving me insane.
<3
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