aiks.

i do not wish that our eyes would met

when their wet.

i do not wish to leave u alone

but i do wish to leave u alone

when u're eating abalone alone.

ur voice chimes at my ears.

on the phone but like u're near.

sometimes i just wish u're fucking here.

i cried in school

cos it's so uncool

that i kept stepping on someone's shoe

and i fell down and cried out 'wuuuuuuu~~~!!'

i pretended to hug the pillow like it was you

but it's diff cos it's not you.

i wish i can touch ur physical body

and that'd be my antibody

to fight back anybody.

that tries to prank me!

my examination

u'd be my vaccination.

to the divisions and multiplications.

from mental problems to calculations.

i'm desperate and craving.

i'd even spend my savings.

to see u moving..

i think and think

to try to find a fresh way to express

the things i have to say.

prior to the notice that we're meeting

horried to the things i'm gonna say

nervous that i'm finally seeing

the person  i've been praying.

today is different, i now stand here without him

and tmr. it'd still be different, becos i'd still stand here without him.

but in the future. things arent gonna be the same,

cos i'd be by his side.

holding his stuff from groceries.

NO.

jk..

helping and supporting him when in times of need.

okay. ALL THE TIME. 

=D

no star shine brighter than u my dear.

if my heart had a face, it'd be smiling when i see you.

even now it is.

can u see it?

can u hear it?

i just thought that i love you. =]

i know im cuckoo.

but not when i'm with you!

mwahs!