i had 15 mins after he left. i broke down and cried and cried.

for 10 mins. i cried.

i wished, the one i hold was him. 

i wish the one i  kissed was him..

i wished the one i held tight was him.

there was no sparks when our lips touched.

i felt nothing during the whole process..

just. nothing.

i wish u'd bee with me everyday.

i wished u're the one who i can see everday.

the one i'll speak to.

you. 

it is u i need.

it is u i wan.

i love you.