there are things in life.

that takes forever to build.

and a second to devour everything into dust.

and disappear into the air.

leaving back nothing. no trace. or anything.

if there's a trace. it'd be even worse.


a serious concussion leading to a lost of memory.


a trust buildt with patience and care.


a reputation. protected with our ability.



these things. once planned skillfully. it'll last.

one mistake. can bring the whole building down.


and. nobody will no longer trust u. ur reputation will be gone. ur memory is forever lost but at the back of ur head.



i believed that u're strong enough. to withstand the need.

if u aren't u would just seek frmo someone else.


but.

u

are sooooo





daring.




to ask it from me.



if it wasn't u.




ur face will be punctured by my fist with rings.






just becos i'm nice to u.

doesnt mean it's not wrong.



repent.




LORD, lead me the right way. becos of him. i said no. cos i know. he loves me mroe than u do!


such shame you've blanket urself over.


blinded by lust.


i am. disgusted.