last wed.. u were on my lap..

lying so still and comfy..


u know wat i was doing.. hahaha..

the thing that u like...


On january 2008..


i knew u were approved.. and i prepared ur seat beside me with much excitement..

thinking that u're finally here! and i can see u everyday =]



and now i pray that i can never ever see u again.




on june 30 2008.


that was the first time..


and everything changed..




EVERYTHING.